BADMINTON - MY LIFE ;D

2010-11-25T22:02:00.001+08:00

If this was a movie - Taylor swift

Last night I heard my own heart beating
Sounded like footsteps on my stairs
Six months gone and I'm still reaching
Even though I know you're not there
I was playing back a thousand memories baby
Thinkin bout everything we've been through
Maybe I've been going back too much lately
When time stood still and I had you

Come back come back come back to me like
You would you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside til I came out
Come back come back come back to me like
You could you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we can work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now

I know people change and these things happen
But I remember how it was back then
Locked up in your arms and our friends were laughing
Cause nothing like this ever happened to them
Now I'm pacing down the hall
Chasing down your street
Flashback to a night when you said to me
Nothing's gonna change not for me and you
Not before I knew how much I had to lose

Come back come back come back to me like
You would you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside til I came out
Come back come back come back to me like
You could you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we can work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now

If you're out there, if you're somewhere, if you're moving on
I'd be waiting for you ever since you've been gone
I just want it back the way it was before
And I just wanna see you back at my front door
And I'd say

Come back come back come back to me like
You would before you said it's not that easy
Before the fight, before I left you out
But I'd take it all back now

Come back come back come back to me like
You would you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside til I came out
Come back come back come back to me like
You could you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now

You'd be here by now
It's not the kind of ending you wanna see now
Baby what about the ending
Oh I thought you'd be here by now oh ohh ohh ohh
That you'd be here by now

2010-05-31T12:02:00.002+08:00

只有启程，才会到达理想的目的地；只有拼搏，才会获得辉煌的成功；只有播种，才能有收获；只有奋斗，才能品味幸福的人生。

jiayou amelia, study hard. dun let anyone down. esp not yourself. :D

counting down: 146 days.

2010-05-16T11:29:00.002+08:00

Avril Lavigne - Innocence

Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed.
I think about the little things that make life great.
I wouldn't change a thing about it.
This is the best feeling.

2010-03-06T16:17:00.007+08:00

really tired. wishes for more time.

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Our Song - Taylor Swift

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone
in the front seat of his car
He's got a one-hand feel on the steering wheel
The other on my heart

I look around, turn the radio down
He says baby is something wrong?
I say nothing I was just thinking
how we don't have a song. and he says...

[Chorus:]
Our song is the slamming screen doors,
Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window
When we're on the phone and you talk real slow'
cause it's late and your mama don't know

Our song is the way you laugh
The first date "man, I didn't kiss her, and I should have"
And when I got home ... before I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again

I was walking up the front porch steps
after everything that day
Had gone all wrong and been trampled on
And lost and thrown away

Got to the hallway, well on my way
to my lovin' bed
I almost didn't notice all the roses
And the note that said...

I've heard every album, listened to the radio
Waited for something to come along
That was as good as our song...Cause

[Chorus:]
Our song is the slamming screen doors,
Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window
When we're on the phone and you talk real slow'
cause it's late and your mama don't know

Our song is the way you laugh
The first date "man, I didn't kiss her, and I should have"
And when I got home ... before I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again
Play it again, oh, yeah, oh, oh, yeah

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone
In the front seat of his car
I grabbed a pen and an old napkin
And I wrote down our song

maybe a smile from you will be able to brighten up my day.

2010-02-26T23:33:00.003+08:00

YAY TRIPLE CHAMPS!!! :DDDDDDD

WE ROCK, WE ROCK!

hahah today was bdiv finals and prize presentation. cdiv boys and girls and bdiv girls all got champs. feel quite sad for the bboys, could haf 4 champs ultimate ownage but they kena disqualified due to a small careless mistake. LOL. still, IM HAPPY :D

when i was in sec2 , i got 3rd.

when i was in sec3, i got 2nd.

when im in sec4, i get 1st.

WOOOOOHOOOO~

anw, today marks the end of east zone, and as usual, team celebration dinner. we had bbq at ECP. saw tkgs bgirls players there emo-ing. quite sad for them but oh well, i dun really care much either.

as i was sitting on the rocks with celin, sort of emo-ing, i tried to talk some cheem stuffs like life philosophy to inspire her. HAHHAA. but seriously, life is just like the waves we saw, crashing onto the shore. we are just like the waves. whenever we reach a goal, we hit the shore. then, we continue to move on to the nxt goal, crashing in to the nxt shore. but on the way, just like the wave, it keeps going up and down. so there are the good times and the bad times. :D coool right. hahha

butbut, sian. im like not doing well in everything now. last time is like you put in effort to study then you get good results. now is like you study like hell, results still suck. I STUDIED TILL 1+PM LEHH. haizzz. but results are like C5, C6. and everyday feels like im one step AWAY from my goal. wad's this la. but wadever, i will continue to study. as for the results, i dun care le. i put in my best can le. ):

"Life is like riding a bicycle. You don't fall off unless you plan to stop peddling." -Claude Pepper

2010-02-14T21:44:00.001+08:00

apology accepted :DDDD

HAPPY VALENTINE CHINESE NEW YEAR!!(:

2010-02-10T22:02:00.004+08:00

feeling very screwed up nowadays. nothing just seems to be right.
stress is definitely building up in me. i dunno how to prioritise now. which one comes first? badminton? council? or studies? somehow im at a loss of direction. not knowing where to head to.

this mrng supposed to reach sch at 650 but in the end my dad and my sis were so sloooooow that i was late by 5min. will pump 20 tmr, no worries. anw, i was in a bad mood alr. cos i alr told them the day before that i've to be punctual and they still take their own sweet time. zzzzz. that one nvm.

den aft that i kena scolded by PersonA. PersonA is damn irritating. dunno wads her prob la. nothing better to do ahh. and its sooooooooo NOT MY FAULT. I SWEAR. -.-

firstly wad's wrong with smsing someone at 9plus? that's not some unearthly hour where ppl are supposed to be sleeping etc. and its not my fault that she did her hw till 10plus den read the msg right. -.-

secondly, its not that i nvr plan beforehand. IN FACT I DID PLAN BEFOREHAND. I ALWAYS DO. so wads your prob. i plan to do that in the aftnoon. it's just that when i call ppl up and realise that they arent free, i change it to the mrng. and i sms right aft that. so i did nothing wrong. -.-

thirdly, if you think that im treating her unfairly. THINK AGAIN! i think im the one that's being treated unfairly here. i haf LOADS of hw to do yet i stayed back in sch ytd to redo deco, den aft that settle the table tennis finals stuffs, then find ppl do total defence duty thing. aft that still need to settle these. aft i finish settling them all, its 9 plus alr. den i started chionging my hw till 12plus. im a sec4 for goodness sake. i shldnt be doing so much. she's only a sec2. she has got lesser workload lesser hw (i bet she doesnt have tys). and she gets to finish her hw and sleep at 10plus. I THINK IM BEING TREATED MORE UNFAIRLY LA.

fourthly, im not the one causing all the stress to her. if she cant manage that little stress. i think she shld think if she can handle another cca. if not i suggest she quits, cos her attendance is PATHETIC. no passion wad for stay? and we told her a hundred and one times that got problem tell us. she dun want to tell also not my fault right. you think i can read her mind meh. -.-

lastly, if you dun want to wake up so early to come sch with her. then tell her to get her own transport to sch la. its not like she's not old enough to get her own transport or sth. and if she thinks its too early/tiring. i suggest she quits. cos thats how tiring our jobs are.

in conclusion, STOP PUSHING ALL THE STUPID BLAME TO ME. i noe you are damn irritated cos she bugs you to be faster in the mrng, but im not your punching bag. TRY PUNCHING ME AND I'LL PUNCH YOU BACK. and to think that she read the msg at 10plus last night and is still late this mrng. that's horrible. seriously. so get a life and stop thinking that you are so dua pai. wad you are doing makes me think that you dun deserve my respect. so STOP IT.

i apologise for my HORRIBLE and HARSH and RUDE tone/language used. but i can tell you that im feeling super piss. i think i nvr get so angry in my life before. first time kena scolded so long, and none of it is my fault. wth. but the above is not to offend anyone. seriously. it's just to vent the anger and frustrations in me. so sorry abt that.

anw, we win tkgs 3-2, not as well as i expected. but ok nvm since we won. Cdiv girls won dunman high 4-1. Cdiv boys won dunno wad sch 4-1 as well. we are now all top in our preliminary round groups. YAY. JIAYOU BMT! :D
RMB OUR TRIP TO JAPAN! XDD

andand i've been missing a little too many lessons. HOPEFULLY I WILL BE ABLE TO CATCH UP. JIAYOU AMELIA :D

sometimes i think i need a punching bag. to let out my anger, my stress.

AH BAND CONCERT: LA DANSE FINALE

2010-01-24T20:09:00.005+08:00

YAY! La Danse Finale Concert was marvellous. WELL DONE AHBAND!! :DDDDDDD

anw, i wanna thank the following ppl for helping band do deco. :D

wesley
shujun
elaine
jin ning
jeanne
eugene
shaun
tania
jason
yujun
bennett

hahah thanks alot! and the deco was really wonderfully done. YAY CLAPS CLAPS :D

and sorry for locking you all outside council room for a while. haha really really sorry. but there was a need to do so, im jus not allowed to say. SO SORRY GUYS. :X

ohya we saw Ms Lam Ai Jia! wooohoo~ she was last time pub commhead. now 22 years old le. hahaha its cool to see her back again. :DDDDDD

anw, it's time to wake up.
AMELIA!!! YOU ARE A SEC4 LE. +SLAPS MYSELF+ TIME TO WAKE UP. STOP SLEEPING!
haizz, somehow results are very very very crappy. dunno wad to say. guess i've to go for more remedial lessons.

BUTBUTBUT competitions are coming sooooooon. OHNO. no time to study, somemore need more time to catch up. AHHHHH. haiz ): den theres still council stuffs to do. okay, need to start handover some stuffs now. eg zaocao. if not the things i haf to do will nvr end.

wadever it is. JIAYOU TO EVERYONE & JIAYOU TO MYSELF :D ohya go to the booth in front of the mural board to get FREEE balloon sculpture. xD i made the first red dog myself. YAY feel so accomplished. hahahha

im trying to spread my wings, but i just cant fly. )))))):

2010-01-12T21:46:00.001+08:00

就算累了，也要继续走下去。永不放弃的精神从这儿开始..

2010-01-01T22:37:00.002+08:00

hahah its a whole new year. 2010!
a new year, a new start. JIAYOU EVERYONE. (esp sec4s like me)
still cant accept the fact that im a sec4. haiz.

okay went to finish hw with marilyn and gary at the airport on 30th dec. den went for pub dinner! :D we talk so much so much during pub dinner. we went back and talk abt the past. the dcomm period, where we fought so hard to get pub back, at the start of 2008. LOL

anw, here are the pics:

marilyn smiling while doing her hw.

gary finding inspiration to help me do a bday card. XP

and that's his bowl of longan ice kachang with pudding lol.

gary and i. :D

all of us! :D

marilyn outcasting herself.

not we outcast her de. but we joined her shortly aft. LOL

okay start of years coming. haizz.

its seriously a good way to force us to do revision. but it came a bit too early uhh.

I FORGOT EVERYTHING. CRAP.

nvm, shall start studying sooooooon! (x

what a way to start the year. -.-

"We all have our time machines. Some take us back, they're called memories. Some take us forward, they're called dreams." - Jeremy Irons

2009-12-30T00:19:00.008+08:00

while packing my table the other day, i found sooooo many stuffs.

YES THEY BRING BACK MEMORIES.

i found this christmas card where lingyi sent me when i was p6?
i found all my primary sch's newsletters. (yes i keep them, i dunno why, but i keep them)
i found alot of my birhtday cards, those super old but hand made ones with pop-ups. ><
i found stuffs that i threw behind the pile of books cos i dun want to see them. OOPS :X

haha but now i threw them into my shelf. haha nvm lah, nxt time then pack my shelf. den when i pack it, it will bring back memories all over again. LOL.

anw, now my table is neat. (i guess xD)

just wondering if you rmb these. LOL.

haha okay, some pics from bonding camp. i was too tired to take alot of pics. so too bad. shall haf a grp pic with HIGH FIVE during orientation LOL

our save water advertisment! to be sang in jingle bell tune. XD

all the self-made quotes. :D

pubtions! :D only juniors.

during the sec2 batch meeting at night.

haha i guess thats all! :D bye

2009-12-22T22:19:00.002+08:00

exhausted. drained. brain dead.

maybe we shld try to think from each others' point of views and put ourselves into each others' shoes.

you may be saying that you are tired but i can bet you that WE ARE EVEN MORE TIRED. we had meeting till 3am in the mrng, den all of us were writing cards for you all till 4am. after which we only slept for arnd 1hr den we woke up again for briefing to ensure that the whole day runs smoothly. you all had at least 5hrs of sleep den complain that you were too tired to be high. we are alot more tired here BUT we still try to be high, hoping that you all get high with us as well. :D but it jus disappoint us in a way to see things turning out liddat. you may think the activity is useless and crappy, but to everything there's an objective. yupp i went thru that 2 years, good enough so now's your turn. and we thot that it was MUCH MORE lenient then the past 2 years. we were reasonable enough, we alr tried to think abt how you all will feel and stuffs. maybe you all are just too young to unstd, guess you all will unstd aft handover when you all take up the posts. i mean we were once sec2s we seriously noe how you feel. when you are sec2 you think you noe alot, you do alot, etc. but actually YOU DONT. yupp you all will get it nxt year, hopefully by then you all will unstd our 苦心. yupp

BUTBUT overall the camp was FUN!~ hahah
YAY HIGH FIVE WON 2ND :DDDDD
it was seriously unexpected. im like :O hahaa.
tho i wasnt really there with you all the first day except during the night and i didnt really cheered alot due to my wonderful sexy voice thanks to the horrible cough and sore throat. but i guess we all bonded quite a bit ya. i noe i always do stupid things and i zao sia really badly and that makes everyone laugh, which is good. :D i like to see ppl laughing :DDD hahaha
we didnt really do well on the first day, seriously. but nvm 2nd day the adventure woolala we catch up quite alot which is good. WELL DONE!

i noe adventure woolala may be quite boring aft sometime cos you all are doing the same things over and aver again, gg arnd approaching strangers to perform a task. but i guess that's pretty much like council. most of the time you will be performing the same task through out the year as you are having the same roles. you may be very interested and passionate abt your job at the start of the year, but as time passes, as the months go by, you might be feeling a bit sian. that's natural luh. but you just have to keep pushing youself to move on.

during camps, from what i observed, not only in my grp, but generally everyone, needs a push from the facils. actually right, since all of you are leaders, you can take the initiative. that's wad all the sec3s are waiting for i guess? we are waiting for you all to grow and become a better leader. :D

for the upcoming orientation, all of you will be the OGLs alr. now you will be the ones bringing the freshies out of comfort zone, open up and have fun. hope you all have learnt alot from this camp and can apply wad you all have learnt to your life. andand you all will be doing the pushing now. but before you push anyone you have to push yourself :D so ya dun get sian, cos once you do, your whole grp will be. :D best of luck! xD

OMG tmr haf to report to sch at 645am when my sis and all the newbies are only coming at 830am. :O

my voice is NOT sexy. its SUPER SEXY. hahha lol.
its like aft i talk, you can only hear half of the sentence. hahaha. ><
i will just keep smiling tmr. xD

Did That Happen To You?

2009-12-07T16:30:00.005+08:00

TAGGED BY PRIS. :D

Rules:
1. Answer the questions as honestly as possible.
2. Post this as "Did That Happen To You?"
3. Tag 10 friends.

1. What do you do if you are in the bathroom with a beetle flying around?
at first will be quite shock, but i wouldnt care much unless it irritates me hahaa.

2. What do you do if you hear a song you like playing on the radio when you are all alone in the room?
sing along with it! xD

3. You want to speak to your crush badly. What is your pick up line?
lol just talk la. crap some nonsense can le HEH. :P

4. What do you do if all your friends hate a particular band that you love?
erm nvm wad, diff ppl like diff stuffs LOL

5. What do you do when you trip and fall in front of many people?
OUCH! but nvm im okay! :D

6. You forgot to do your multiple-choice question homework and your class starts in 5 minutes. What do you do?
it's mcq wad. TIKAM LUHH.

7. You have bad breath and someone speaks to you. How do you react?
stand further away from the person and talk. LOL HAHHA

8. You just finished gym and after a shower, you drop your underpants on the wet floor. What do you do?
O.o hmmmmmmm..

9. What do you do if a personality quiz says that you have a lousy personality as your result?
start reflecting XDDD
den try that freaking quiz again and make my frens try it too. see if it's screwed. HAHAH maybe everyone has a lousy personality according to that crappy quiz. ><

10. Your friend gave you the worst gift you have ever received and asks: Do you like it? How do you react?
+SMILES+ YEA SURE THANKS ALOT! (not being sarcastic.)

11.(Continued from question 10) What are you really thinking secretly inside?
at least that friend gave me a present uhh. XP

12. A hot guy/girl keeps looking at you while you are on the bus. What are you secretly thinking inside?
he must be mad. LOL

do this quiz if you want cos i doubt anyone read this blog ><

我一直在奔跑着，
但不知道自己在追什么，
不知道自己想要什么，
不知道终点在哪里。

2009-11-20T23:22:00.007+08:00

BUSY. BUSY. BUSY.

MySpace Music Playlist at MixPod.com

同恩 - 不准哭
我把自己反锁在空荡荡的房屋
感谢你让我想个清楚
因为爱你所以我不做你的包袱
我不需要谁温柔安抚
请放心我很快能恢复
找到一个人陪我漫步
不准哭
我不要装可怜无辜
挡住你的路挡不住你追逐
不准哭
我更应该微笑祝福
祝你找到对的幸福

如果我消失不见
你在乎不在乎
别含含糊糊我很在乎
因为爱你所以我选另外一条路
离开是我的最后让步
爱情就到这里结束
我们不得不不得不屈服
只能笑
不准哭
我不要装可怜无辜
挡住你的路挡不住你追逐
不准哭
我学不会微笑祝福
祝你找到
祝你找到对的幸福

"The worst feeling in the world is knowing you've been used and lied to." Unknown

thanks alot. ihateyou.

INITIATION CAMP 2009; CHINA!!((:

2009-11-10T17:08:00.007+08:00

HEYHEYHEY. yay finally bothered to post. cos i really want to talk abt initiation camp tho it was long over.

TO ALL CHINA MEMBERS OUT THERE:

THANKS ALOT. i had alot to say but somehow i didnt say it that day. its either im too busy or too tired. but im really happy that we can come tgt as a group. all of you were enthusiastic and made the camp fun and meaningful. altho most of you were injured during the camp, we still enjoyed it aft all. we went thru the tiring physical trngs, the continuous cheering, and the never ending paw-ing(is that how its spelled?) as A WHOLE CHINA :D no matter how tough it is, we still cheered each other on and went thru it as one. thanks for the enthusiasm or the camp wld have bore me to death. hope all of you had learnt alot(maybe frm the inspirational stories? ><) from the camp other than pawing and screaming. XDD haha.

oh and another thing, altho we were announced first, BUT we were actually second. LOL. atlantis was first. marilyn forgot abt her 5 stones in her pocket. haha. so in the end they had 183 and we had 180. but nvm, its the process that we went thru that counts. haha WELL DONE :D

here are some pictures during the camp:

At pris's BOOMZ station,

china discussing how to use all the given materials to dress our model, joel.

as you can see, sarah was injured, that's why she's sitting on the steps.

hope she gets well soon. :D hailong giving the last touch up to joel's 'costume'.

claudia was greece's model.

pris is jus asking her to explain her costume.

our 美丽又帅气的 JOEL!!! hah we own!
CHINA!!! :D

here are jus a personal note to all CHINA members (if they even get a chance to see it):

HAILONG:

thanks alot for being my partner, choosing the name of the grp, thinking of the grp identity, not forgetting paying for the snacks! thanks for leading and taking care of the grp tgt with me. :D

CHARISSE:

altho you may look quiet but you can really shout. hahha somehow i always can hear your voice. you are always actively involved in the group, helping the group, leading the juniors. it will be better if you are able to speak up more. let more ppl see the potential in you. let more ppl noe how good you are. :D

JOEL:

altho you came in late, but still not too late. early enough for our icebreakers. haha. joel, you've changed. for the better. :D last time your attitude very heck care, sian sian de. but at least all of us, not only me, see that your attitude is improving ALOT. really. we're really happy for you. you are really enthusiastic during the camp, being the first to do everything, volunteering yourself to be the model, trying your best to earn as many stones as possible. dun let this enthusiasm die. keep this passion in you for one more year. jiayou! :D

LIDAN:

you are mostly the one leading the grp in discussion most of the time tgt with the other sec2s. well done! i noe i always call you to raise up your hand de. hahha. cos chances are hard to come by. grab hold of one first, den deal with it. by the time you finish thinking and raise up your hand, its too late alr. you might have just lost a chance. yupp so 把握机会，因为机会难得!

SARAH:

i noe its a bit disappointing to injure yourself at the start of the camp. hope you are feeling better now. altho you're injured, but you still followed the grp arnd, going from station to station. it must have been tough for you to walk with the pain, but you persevered thru it. hope you can apply this perseverance in your future undertakings in council. its gonna be tough. :D

FREDA:

you are certainly a very enthusiastic girl that knows how to encourage ppl on. your 积极的态度 is certainly seen by many of us. oh and not forgetting that you are very very smart at pawing. hahha. thanks to you we've many more stones. continue to be that way, encourage your frens on no matter how tough the council journey maybe. :D

MELVIN:

altho you seem very heck care and un-enthu at the start, but you start to open up very quickly. at first when gary take away 2 stones i was thinking jialat, how many more stones do i haf to give back. but very quickly your attitude changed and earned back 5 stones. hahaha. let this enthusiasm stay within you throughout your council life. :D

QINLIN:

sadly, you missed the camp. but its okay. there are more camps to come! (x

GARY:

okay he's the camp ic, not part of my group, but i still want to thank him for helping my group so so so so much. he came up most of the cheers tgt with me, help me decide and think of the group identity, etc etc. THANKS ALOT MR BOOOMZ. :D

not forgetting to thank mary, clarice, junyang and gary for helping me think of the grp identity and pei-ing me there to buy. (the fact is we jus went there tgt to get all our stuffs, not like they went there specially for me. haha)

2009-10-18T19:10:00.001+08:00

"Success is not final, failure is not fatal:
it is the courage to continue that counts." Winston Churchill

2009-10-15T21:23:00.002+08:00

exams are over. SCREWED. yes that's the word. not like i didnt study. I DID. but maybe not that much. i admit i studied some subjects later. but i noe i started bio and emaths early. but both are the ones that i think i screw really badly. EMATHS! im supposed to be best at it. i got full marks for every other test but i jus didnt do well for eoy. i think its jus that stress i give myself. i jus stare at the qns in front of me. they look so familiar, yet my mind went blank. SUCK. all efforts down the drain. +claps+ -.-

but during this period of time, this horrible time, i really want to thank those that gave me encouragement to continue studying, those that lend me their set sq, shared hints with me, screamed in council room with me, etc etc. THANKS(: all these time i've been hiding in the council room studying. it's really a good place to study. although it may be noisy, but not as noisy as the canteen. although it may be a little squeezy but better than squeezing with 300+++ ppl outside the hall. really glad that we had a council room right outside the hall. and thinking back the past few days, i think the sec3 councillors actually bonded more tgt. its like we'll scream to relieve stress tgt, we'll share last min impt details tgt, we'll wish each other best of luck, remind each other to bring jacket and calculator, share hints, etc etc. BEST OF ALL WE ARE ALL IN THE COUNCIL ROOM TGT. its like how many times do you see our council room being so 'used'. we hardly even step in, other than pubtions that need to do deco luh. but ya, will miss those times. hope our batch can gather tgt more often, joke tgt more often, laugh tgt more often. HAHAHHAHA :D

okay now that exams are over. wad am i gonna do? i seriously dunno. im not gg for movies, cutting down on dinners, ermerm IM BROKE T_T yupp i guess i will jus be guai and stay at home more often or go mary hse lo. LOL actually i think i shld be spending more time at home. feel really guilty for spending so much time in sch. it's like thanks to exams, where all activities stop, den i can go home early. den i see my ahma so happy. she keep trying to talk to me. like start a conversation all that. den she ask me tmr i need stay back not? going out for dinner? saturday gg to sch? i mean she always asked that and last time it will be a yes all the way. and she will jus say okay. and when my mum scold me, my ahma will side me and say nvm let her go and have fun. i noe my ahma really want to have a good talk with me but really no time sia. feel so guilty. i rmb i used to sit in front of my ahma's chair and listen to her oldoldold stories. ahahhaha. now exams over alr since i have nothing to do, im gonna talk to my ahma more. listen to more of her old stories. YAY((: i love my ahma. hahhaa.

ohya and if you're wondering why im broke. IM NOT A SPENDTHRIFT. i jus eat alot. i guess. i dun spend money on drinks, on tidbits at all. all these save alot of money okay. it's jus that my family is having some economic prob now i guess. my mum pulled me out to talk for 2hrs abt it jus before the day of chi and physics paper. actually my parents have been talking abt it to me ever since start of the year, but i jus dunno how to respond to it. im still a kid, i dunno wad i can do or maybe wad i shld do. LOL but wadever. i may be poor but im happy. :D and im not afraid to let ppl noe im poor. i mean its not my fault that im poor right. -.- dunno why some ppl tend to hide it. oh and i dun need you to pity me too. that's jus dumb. anw, ppl always say "money makes the wolrd go round". i hate that stupid statement but to a certain extend i must agree with it. if you no money you will seriously die. no money to eat, to study, to live. yupp. like wad i heard ppl say before "钱不是万能的，但没钱就万万不能。" yesyes i agree with that line. and my dad always say expect the unexpected. i finally understood. like i nvr expect my family to meet with such a big prob but wadever. ya so save up for a rainy day. i guess my side is drizzling. LOL actually i dun really think im that poor aft all. it's like there are still ppl without a proper roof over their head, no chance to study, no food to eat. compared to them im definitely luckier. haha but obviously i dun count myself rich. im jus somewhere below average. jus like the chi compre in the eoy paper. 知足常乐 :D

okay so from now on im gonna start saving up. thot of starving myself but that obviously wouldnt work. i will jus faint frm the gastric pain. LOL. jus eat lesser ba. hahha. and im gonna study hard. get a scholarship to go into university cos my family obviously cant afford the fees for university, its so bloody expensive nowadays la. STUDY STUDY STUDY. its gonna drive me crazy one day. GAHHHH

too much feelings being bottled up in me. the stress. the worries.
one day im gonna cry all these out, and i will feel better after it.
crying at home will only make parents worry, cry in sch is damn AA.
maybe i will go to the beach and sit in a corner to watch sunrise
like how i use to do when i was young ((:

2009-09-12T22:49:00.003+08:00

okay this blog is dead. good thing i guess. den i can write how i feel here. nobody see wad. :D

apparently nxt week is jus killer
mon - chem spa
tues - chi common test
wed - invest
thurs - hist class test
fri - bio spa

wahhh. want to kill myself sia. den i spend my week either doing invest stuffs if not SLEEPING.

2009-09-09T15:08:00.002+08:00

lalala. this few days NOT feeling well. monday night headache till cant sleep. -.- wanted to sms yulin happy birthday at 12am but went to sleep before that, at arnd 11.47? LOL. den tues got gastric. wait for welfare finish practising their dance, den go simpang eat tgt. THAT'S WHY I DIDNT TALK MUCH. i was too hungry to talk, IM NOT EMO-ING. zzzzzz. hope nothing happens today XD

sian i dun wan go back to sch le la. waste my time. nxt week monday first period CHEM SPA alr, i havent memorise all the QA stuffs yet. den tues, chi common test. wed INVESTITURE. thurs, hist common class test. friday, BIO SPA. and for those who dunno ITS O LEVEL SPA. like OMG. 20% of your results. :O better study sia.

再怎么苦的日子，我们都要熬过去。大家一起加油吧！

"A little more persistence, a little more effort, and what seemed hopeless failure may turn to glorious success.” - Elbert Hubbard

2009-08-21T22:54:00.002+08:00

YAY IM 15! :D

lol ytd i spent my wonderful lovely birthday in the sch, at eagles nest till 8plus pm. -.- but nvm aft tt went to mary's hse. ahahha. XDD

THANKS ALOT TO:
- Student Council for singing birthday song for me :D
- 3F for singing birthday song for me as well :D
- Min Xuan
- Vanessa Chua
- Marilyn & family XD
- Avelene
- Zhou Yang
- Zann
- Chermaine
- Zhi Dan
- Priscilla
- Yu Lin
- Kai Xiang
- Sarah
- Jun Yang
- Celeste
- Kai Ho
- Shi Jia
- Yu Ping
- Tze Lin
- Yu Jun
- Hui Min
- Celin
- Yun Xuan
- Jesslyn
- Candice
- Vanessa Soh
- Chen Shu
- Jason
- Glen Ngiam
- Traci
- Jee Lee
- Bennett
- Cheryl Tan
- Zhi Tao
- Kahwee
- Kun Mei
- Lizzie
- Serene Ong
- and those who wished me on facebook.
- many many more in case i left anyone out ooops. ><

actually im very happy cos all of you rmb my birthday. hahha thanks alot! :D

2009-08-10T11:27:00.002+08:00

2009-08-10T01:52:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!(:

hahah today im feeling HIGH. wonder why huh. cos i finally got my unlimited plan. OHYES! and i heard my dad say that his fren changing laptop den passing me the old one. OMGOSH! wooohoooo~ see why im so happy now. hahhaha ><

oh and let me praise pubtions here. jus hope some pubtion-er will see it. HHAHAA. chenlaoshi and mr gey said that we were efficient with our deco and commented that our mural and banner look nice! woah! well done ppl. cos you all willing to stay back and spend time and effort together then we can get this results. YAY +CLAPS+ hahaha. we have teachers day coming up next and it's gonna be very rush too, this time even busier cos half of you all will be down for functions backstage duty/rehearsals. lesser manpower and more duties. its gonna be tough, but we are tougher. (: JIAYOU PUBTIONS :D

lalalala~ i think i've updated enough. dun feel like typing anymore. super tired now. its like 208am in the morning. o.O i jus realised its the same numbers as my birthday. LOL. wadever la. need to sleep le. nights! (x

不一样，如果你没有得到过，还没关系。
但当你得到了又失去了时，就会不到从前了。
一切都变了。

2009-07-28T23:30:00.002+08:00

today was weird. im unluckily lucky! :D LOL

aft pubtions painting, i walked down the hill until reach mrt control station den realise ezlink only have $0.88 LOL den cant tap in. zzzzz. last time can last till negative amt now cannot le. den i used up all my leftover money to buy standard ticket. jus as i tap in, i realised that my phone was not with me. -.- DAMN PEKCHEK. shujun tried calling my phone. but no sound. MY PHONE WAS NOT ON SILENT/MEETING MODE. i wanted to go back to sch and find my phone. but i jus tap in! if i tap out, i will haf no money to tap in again lo. ): so i gave up and went home, praying hard that no one will take it.

when i reach home i called mary. den told mary abt it. she tried calling my phone, dunno for wad reason. and guess wad. cos my phone has such a LOUD ringtone+vibration. i bet it got super lots of attention. and i have caller id! den a kind soul found it and call mary. :D yay!(: so my phone wasnt really lost aft all. really glad that there are so many kind souls arnd. :DDD

so im unluckily lucky. :D

anw, the pubtions is really stressing me out. ok i bet im not the only one. but i guess that's jus sec3 life. jus have to get use to it and adapt to it ba. hahhaha. (x

and you noe wad. im gonna make sure i study hard. HOPEFULLY i really will. :D

JIAYOU AMELIA! :D

"In the middle of every difficulty lies opportunity." - Albert Einstein

its not easy to be me.
stop thinking im a superwoman
& have high expectations of me.
its tough to reach all of your expectations
THEY STRESS ME OUT.

2009-07-20T20:29:00.007+08:00

"Nothing great was ever achieved without enthusiasm." -- Ralph Waldo Emerson

i just hope that the sec1s will start to love pubtions. only then, will you devote your time and energy without complaining.

i just hope one day, i will succeed in making pubtions one big family. :D only then, will they work towards the same goal together.

说得到容易，到轻松。但实际上，没你想象中简单。我需要的是大家的努力。加油吧！

my bmt skills sucks now. dunno how to get back my past standards le. legs aching, back aching, hands aching, and my ankle is still sprained. T_T almost every muscle of mine is aching. haix. oh and i shrink in height but became heavier. how's tt. -.- shall exercise more and keep myself FIT! :D (not forgetting nvr to let that enthusiasm/passion in me die of. tho i dun think that will ever happer. XD)

为了自己的梦想，我拼了。

this quote is for YOU:

"Knowing is not enough; we must apply.
Willing is not enough; we must do." -- Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

stop slacking at a side luh. it's like there's no difference in whether you are there or not if you dun help. SHOW YOUR VALUE. show that you are needed. 光说不做是没用的，只有实际的行动才能让你成功。

anw, i dunno whether i looking forward to 24th july not. its pub dinner but its not planned yet. and pris most likely cant make it. )): nvm la. but ahhh, i feel damn bad, its like i put the dinner on that day yet i dunno where i want to go. zzzzz. can someone just decide on the place! thanks :D

AND AMELIA !! you better FOCUS or you are dead. know your priorities!

2009-07-01T22:49:00.007+08:00

hello to all. im a super busy slacker now. okay i dunno wad crap im saying. but YES. im super busy. my june hols is like fully packed. no time to do hw. now need to chiong hw, den nvr do elearning. crap sia.

shall post briefly about my hols. detailed ones nxt time k. XDD

JUNE
1 - went back to sch to see pubtions paint
2 - 15th Student Leaders' Convention @ hwa chong; DRACONIS
3 - 15th Student Leaders' Convention @ hwa chong; DRACONIS
4 - 15th Student Leaders' Convention @ hwa chong; DRACONIS
5 - 15th Student Leaders' Convention @ hwa chong; DRACONIS
6 - went back to sch to see pubtions paint
7 - start on hw
8 - went to peacehaven to see the place. LOL
9 - did bio proj at zann's hse
10 - cip at peacehaven in the mrng, pubtions bbq (pubtions bday!) at evening
11 - cip at peacehaven in the mrng, aftnoon went to pris hse for proj
12 - cip at peacehaven
13 - went back to sch to see pubtions paint
14 - went for tooD's bbq (marilyn's bday!! :D)
15 - bmt training
16 - learning of invest dance
17 - bmt training
18 - proj at pris hse (celebrated chermaine's bday! ><), pub dinner at night! :D
19 - bmt training
20 - not at home
21 - not at home
22 - obs camp; WASHINGTON! :D
23 - obs camp; WASHINGTON! :D
24 - obs camp; WASHINGTON! :D
25 - obs camp; WASHINGTON! :D
26 - obs camp; WASHINGTON! :D
27 - usher duty @ sajc frm 930m to 8.30pm
28 - chiong hw!
29 - cip at peacehaven
30 - cip at peacehaven

JULY
1 - stay at home and chiong hw!
2 - continue to do hw!
3 - ayg support basketball thing+maths proj -.-

tt's all im gonna update abt the calender of events. :D

altho lots of time were wasted, but i learnt alot of new things, made alot of new frens, and gain alot of unforgettable experiences. i believe all these are definitely much worth my time. MORE THAN HW. zzzzz. yupp. thanks alot ppl for making all these unforgettable :D

all thanks to:
ahsCOUNCIL; PUBTIONS
15th SLC; DRACONIS
ONCE A PUBBER ALWAYS A PUBBER
tooDo8 - getglue'd
OBS WASHINGTON 2009
supposedly chiangrai'09 ppl
圣公会羽毛球队-五零高手
my family :D
and not forgetting my wonderful hw + elearning x_X

I'VE TRIED UPLOADING LOTS OF PICS 10000000000000000 TIMES BUT IT JUS DUN WORK! GAHHHH!!

2009-06-03T21:05:00.005+08:00

okayokay. i dun emo le la. HAHAHHA NO POINT EMO-ING OVER STUPID STUFF SIA. XD

this hols i damn busy. homework havent start yet. books havent read yet. projects not done yet. IM SOOOOOOOO DEAD. and im lack of sleeep. NOT tt im playing comp till late night or slacking k. it's just tt on monday i went back to sch to settle pubtions stuff for the whole day. den tues-fri is 15th slc convention. it's frm 7plus am-5plus pm. den some more go home must read up on the background info de. SO IM NOT SLACKING K. IM JUS SUPER BUSY. hahhaha

ohya, it's such coincidence tt my faculty name is called

(we did this 'banner' in half an hr, with 2 brushes and ice cream sticks. we only haf blue, yellow and green colours. the red was alr there since the start and we cant touch it. HEHE COOL RIGHT. SO NICE LOR ><)

DRACONIS!

(it's DRACO, they jus added the nis behind it cos they like it. LOL. there is leonis(pris grp) and volanis too. XD) it SOOOOO reminds me of orientation camp. OMG. +thinks back+

anw, i make new friends there. they are all nice people. HAHHAHA. there is this girl called frm zhonghua sec sch which is also in PUBLICITY! WOOOOHOOOOO~~ oh ya the food there is damn nice too. no wonder we(i mean the sch) pay so much for it. ><

okok. i need to continue settling pubtions stuffs le. will update more nxt time. hopefully. ><

"The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong." Mohandas K. Gandhi

2009-05-30T23:11:00.004+08:00

this shall be a short post before i sleep.

somehow i am feeling very useless nowadays. im NOT coping well with badminton, council and studies. okay now hols so studies push one side. bmt 2 weeks no trng, so still okay. COUNCIL INVESTITURE COMING! die! okay. tt's not the main point. the main point is I FEEL USELESS AS A COMMHEAD!

somehow i feel that i suck. i totally unstd how seniors always have the feeling tt they haf not done their best. okay. you may say im a perfectionist. but wadever. i jus feel like i've not been a good commhead. i cant get wad my comm wants. it's like you noe everyone put their hope on you for a certain task but you jus cant get it right. it's jus the kind of 失败的 feeling. and i dun care if i fail alone. but it's like i've let my whole comm down. ARGH! sorry pubtions! i noe im not a good commhead. ):

YOU! why you always want to compete with me? why must be so competitive? why must we fight for every single thing? I DUN WAN TO FIGHT WITH YOU LE! im tired of all these. seriously. jus stop wadever nonsense okay. it makes no sense la. and it's not like i 得罪 you in any ways right. if you want to prove tt you're better than me. you can do tt in many other ways ok. but seriously not like tt, it sucks ok. I WANT AN ARMISTICE. hahha. i want PEACE. you care abt your own stuff, and i care abt mine. dun try to interfere my life ok. thankyou(:

no matter how terrible im feeling inside,
i will still smile on the outside.
so when i smile,
it doesnt mean tt im happy.
but when im not happy,
im really sad.

2009-05-24T23:08:00.002+08:00

i shall update abt selection camp soon. but tt will be when i haf the time! XD i haf to do opg's hw now, 18 综合填空！omg! JIAYOU AMELIA! :D

2009-05-21T21:01:00.002+08:00

just suddenly thot abt this. it's a random thought tho. HAHHAHA.

i always used to think that ytd is better than today. last year better than this year. and nothing seems to be better. but frm now on, im gonna physcho myself to think the other way round. TMR WILL BE BETTER! :D cos tmr has not happen yet and only i can change and make tmr better. i shall not waste the time now to think abt the past and instead think of how i can make tmr better. YAY! :D

okay anw, PUBTIONS!! here are your outing details:
PUBTIONS OUTING! :D
date: 10 june
time: frm mrng till evening
venue: east coast park area c bbq pit 30(hope to book tt)

okay basically we gonna bbq our lunch since some ppl cannot come for dinner. yup. den in the mrng we will haf pubtions trng - functions and pub trng at the same time. aft tt, we will go out for lunch at east coast park tgt. XD ohya and concillors, esp pubtions de, please please please make sure you dun mia(missing in action) in council and your attire. pls make sure is right k. i've got like OMGOSH SO MANY COMPLAINTS. almost half the pubtions kena complained le. i dun wan any of you to be mark by tcher. i noe you all still want to stay on in council. so long as your attire and attitude is right, im sure council will be a fun place for you! jiayou jiayou! :D

oh and im FLYING OFF TO CHIANGRAI next sunday, FRM 31MAY TO 9 JUNE. so no point calling me, im at chiangrai. but i not bringing my phone. so anything impt i come back alr den read. hehe. sian im missing my tjc competition cos of chiangrai trip. aft tt, i come back alr still got trng, pubtions outing/trng. im so dead. crap no time to study or even do hw during the hols. im gonna miss 8 trngs cos of chiangrai and obs. den obs will make me miss one week of lesson. so dead right. HAIZ. forget it. i gotta jiayou!! :D

ohya im the facilitator for grp 6 and i jus found out it's called HI-CHEW. hahahha love tt sweet. XD anw, i need to say THANKS ALOT TO CLARA AND VANESSA. they put in lots of effort to make this camp happen and enjoyable. YAY not forgetting junyang and wendy as games ic, kaiho and cherlin as cheering ic. gary and ronald as logistics. ><>

tt's all i wanna say. shall end of with a quote.

"Look at life through the windshield, not the rear-view mirror." -- Byrd Baggett

2009-05-16T23:27:00.003+08:00

oh i saw this on a blog while i was searching for some quotes on attitude. seriously i cant stand ppl with attitude prob. ok my attitude sucks at times too but will try to improve on it. :D 所谓：“己所不欲，勿施于人。” :D hehehe. i think this is damn meaningful.

“The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude to me is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than success, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, gift, or skill. It will make or break a company…a church…a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice every day regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past…we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the string we have, and that is our attitude. I am convinced that life is 10 percent what happens to me and 90 percent how I react to it. And so it is with you… we are in charge of our attitudes.” Charles Swindoll

"Attitude is Everything." Charles Swindoll. seriously. i dun care if a person has the capabilities man. if your attitude suck, you suck. cos i believe if someone's attitude is better, she will improve and one day will be better than you. yup so attitude comes before everything. :D

ohya credits to: http://joyin.wordpress.com/2008/10/27/attitude-is-everything-quote-by-charles-swindoll/

2009-05-15T15:47:00.011+08:00

argh forget it. dunno wad's the dumb prob with blogger. wanted to post alot of pics. but somehow the pics jus disappear aft i load them. wtheck i tried 3 times alr. not gonna care anymore. zzzzzz

okay so now is the after exams period and as usual and back to the OMG I HAVE COUNCIL AND BMT HOW? period. gotta try balancing it or i noe both my coach and chenlaoshi are gg to kill me. haiz. now aft exams more council-ish i guess. cos i want to start things right. and pubtions is starting a new system, 从零开始. so i've to teach them alot of things. jus hope hope hope things dun go wrong. but i also dun wan neglect bmt. so damn long nvr train confirm damn noob now. gg to bring my racket to pe and practise man. since no more napfa den heshen say got 'free period' le. :D

oh and as you can see frm my wonderful calender. i have suuuuuuper lots of things gg on and i haf to make sure they dun go wrong. oh and so many may babies. sorry if i didnt give you all a present. im damn broke, so sorry ppl.

and to sec1 nominees for sc, jiayou for interview on monday. im the interviewer. HAHHAHA. lol. and for the camp im solo-ing as a facilitator. actually im quite scared sia. i scared i bring the wrong ppl into council den i will kill myself and regret like siao. haix. ohya. still haf to buy identities for them. IM FORKING OUT ALONE WHEN IM BROKE? T_T nvm i think i noe wad to buy. i buy those banner type of cloth den cut out into strips. write 必胜 on top of it den tie arnd head as head band. hmm it shall be some striking colour like ORANGE? :D dun worry i wont take pink. LOL. amazing race also can see my members easily since i solo-ing HOPE THEY COOPERATE AND PLEASE PLEASE NOTHING HAPPEN. nobody get lost/injured/wadever. jus hope the sec1 dun give attitude and the camp will be fun. :D very long nvr get high le.

让我们GET HIGH! :DDDDD

2009-04-18T22:45:00.003+08:00

OMG i blog hop den suddenly hear this song. it's like wth. so suitable for farewell. damn sad. i think can be the investiture handover song la. it's playing now on imeem. it's called i'll remember you by no secrets.

here are the lyrics:

"I'll Remember You"

It has been so long since we have talked

I hope that things are still the same

hoping they will never change

cause what we had can't be replaced

don't let our memories fade away

keep me in your heart for always

You made me believe

that I can do almost anything

stood right by me

through the tears through everything

I'll remember you,

and baby that's forever true

you're the one that I'll always miss

never thought it would feel like this

I'll be there for you,

no matter what you're goin' through

in my heart you'll always be,

forever baby

I'll remember you

I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried

You'll always be the sun in my sky

It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday

Even though we go seprate ways

You made me believe

that I can do almost anything

You stood right by me

through the tears through everything

I'll remember you,

and baby that's forever true

you're the one that I'll always miss

never thought it would feel like this

I'll be there for you,

no matter what your goin' through

in my heart you'll always be, forever baby

I'll remember you

If the day should come when you need someone

(you know that i'll follow)

I will be there

Don't ever let therebe a doubt in your mind

'cause I'll remember you, you

I'll remember you,

and baby that's forever true

you're the one that I'll always miss

never thought it would feel like this

I'll be there for you,

no matter what your goin' through

in my heart you'll always be, forever baby

I'll remember you.

Forever baby, I'll remember you

this song will be dedicated to all seniors. thanks alot and i'll rmb you. XD

2009-04-17T22:49:00.006+08:00

HELLO! today was like the ultimate last trng with bmt seniors. T_T den council tt side announce all the exco members le. and alot of other cca's "exco" also out le.

42nd Student Council

President: Priscilla Teh

Vice President: Heng Yu Ping

Secretary: Wu Kun Mei

Resource Manager: Wang Zhen Ju

Welfare Comm Head: Marilyn Song

Welfare Vice Comm Head: Clarice Choo

Functions & Publicity Comm Head: Amelia Goh

Functions & Publicity Vice Comm Head: Tan Shi Jia

Recreation & Enterprise Comm Head: Yong Zhi Yuan

Recreation & Enterprise Vice Comm Head: Danielle Chan

i think this way of typing is damn cool. it's like in a pyramid shape. XDD i saw it on char's blog so decided to copy. hahha ><

so to all those who got a post, CONGRATS AND JIAYOU! :D

but to those who didnt, WE STILL NEED YOUR HELP. DUN GIVE UP OKAY. CHEEEER UP! :D

seriously, sometimes i really think that a few that had not been chosen to be in exco can do better. but i dunno, it's the tchers and seniors choice. but since it is out. you cant do anything but to accept it.

to all sec3:

please treasure your one year of taking over. dun wait till the year end alr den you regret. seriously, it will be just a waste of time. seniors always say

sec1 tt time you come in, you make frens and start to bond with other councillors.

sec2 tt time, you will be super bonded with your batch and you think your batch is the best and can make the diff.

sec3 tt time, you take over but you start to die down, cos you nvr get your wanted post or wadever. you nvr put in your best. times get more stressful and things get more screwed up.

sec4 tt time, you handing over. you thot abt your past one year. you regretted not putting in your best. you regretted not making tt difference when you can.

i dun wan tt cycle to repeat, i dun want anyone to regret. we will break it. so frm now on, to ALL SMEXCO, give your full support to pris and yuping and let's all bring council to greater heights cos i believe we can do it. :D we can make the difference, it's jus if we want it or not. XDD JIAYOU! and now tt we are the seniors, juniors are looking up to us so pleaseeeee be a good role model. thanks. :D

to all sec4:

thanks alot for taking care of us for the past years, teaching us the skills etc etc. thanks alot. really. but dun feel sad, dun be emo. cos we all noe you all had tried your best. you all had give in your time and effort. you all have done your job well. now's our turn, we will continue to put in our best and make council a better place. :D jiayou sec4! we love you and will definitely miss you! :D

tt's all. i need to go sleep. tmr got extra chem lesson, den got oral duty. jiayou sec4 for the oral. XD

2009-04-13T21:00:00.002+08:00

I LOVE MY BMT SENIORS DAMN LOT MAN. today during tyby i was like stoning thinking abt all the times we had tgt. feel like crying lor. tmr team dinner. so today i MUST write cards for all seniors. got 8 of them hope i can finish them. :D

gotta go chiong hw first, den the cards. bye!

*btw, we are featured on news. so you can watch them later during the 10pm one at channel8 or sth. or maybe you go channelnewsasia.com to look for it. cos i saw them video-ing. LOL. ><

2009-04-10T15:53:00.004+08:00

apparently, we lost to dhs AGAIN. we damn suay, line up always wrong. if our line up correct den we will be in top4 alr. but sadly, we haf no luck. cdiv lost cos of same reason too. D: nvm. we shall/will/must train ALOT harder, den get into top4 nxt year.

nxt tues is our last match. aft tt, seniors no need come for cca le. T_T their last trng will be on monday. ohmy! i think i will miss them alot! it's like there will be no one to teach you on how to improve other than your coach and your batch ppl. there wont be any seniors, YOU ARE THE SENIOR. i will miss their scoldings, their craps/nonsense, their encouragement, their jiayous, and everything else. whyy bmt handover so early. 迎新会 havent even come yet. haix..

another side also gg to handover soon. COUNCIL. D: once the results for pres is out, we will handover very soon. i've tried my best to turn up for every council stuff, juggling between council and bmt. making sure tt my seniors dun say i council over cca or cca over council. every time i meet any prob i will ask seniors. den suddenly these seniors are leaving. they are handing over. you have no one to turn to BUT YOURSELF. ppl will be asking you alot more things instead. i finally realise how tough it is to be a senior, a good senior tt takes care of juniors.

TO ALL MY SENIORS : thanks for helping me, encouraging me, teaching me. thanks for everything. i will rmb the times we laugh, we cry, we haf fun, we do stupid things, we argue, we play, etc. every single thing no matter how stupid or small it may seem, i will always rmb them. THANKS FOR THE WONDERFUL MEMORIES. :D

it's all the small imperfections that make things perfect. :D thanks alot my seniors.

为什么人总是要等到失去了才知道拥有。。。

2009-04-07T20:38:00.003+08:00

really feel like breaking down sometimes
feel like crying my heart out
nothing jus seems to be right
but i will hold back my tears and persevere.

sometimes i really hope to cry it all out, all my stress, unhappiness and worries. but I WONT cos if i do, wad right would i haf to console my frens and cheer them up. :D

i may LOOK happy.
but tt's cos im putting up a tough front.
you nvr noe how sad im feeling inside..

JIAYOU!

2009-04-06T22:50:00.004+08:00

okay today's speech was damn screwed. i went up then OOOPS, my mind went blank. LIKE TOTALLY BLANK. my hands were practically shaking, including my legs. it's jus you ppl dunno cos im quite far away. HAHHAHA. actually, i didnt expect myself to do so badly, ESP MEMORISING THE SCRIPT FOR SO LONG AND PRACTISING IT IN FRONT OF MY MUM FOR THE WHOLE OF LAST NIGHT. and these are the results. zzzzzzz. but nvm la, at least i still said something. HAHHAH and obviously my chi part sounds 100 times better than my eng parts. cos my chi rawks 100 times more than my eng. -.-

anw, i think today not bad alr hor. XD but dun worry i wont cry or get upset over it. XDD i want to get into top4 is cos i noe this will be a rare chance, 难得的机会. yea, it doesnt happen in your everyday life to haf a rally speech. and altho i noe i got stage fright and my presentation esp when it comes to eng speeches sucks, but im willing to give it a try. im jus treating it as a challenge to myself. and altho it isnt really well done, i've tried my best. and im glad to say tt. at least im willing to push my limits and try. :D

i shall post my speech up. cos i doubt anyone can hear properly wad i was saying in the mrng, and i forgot half of my speech. XDD

Good morning Dr Boon, Ms Cheong, teachers and fellow schoolmates. I am Amelia Goh from 3F and I am proud to be standing in front of all of you, making my speech as one of the four Student Council presidential candidates. Through my speech, I hope to convince you that I am the best candidate for this post.

To me, the Student Council is like a bridge between the Student Body and the School. As Student Councillors, we represent you and voice out your opinions about matters corcerning the school. I believe I can lead this group of people well. I guess by now you will be thinking, so how am I different from the rest?

Firstly, I think I have the qualities of P-R-O-V-E and I think all leaders should have them. What is prove? P stands for Professionalism, R stands for Reputation, O for Out of the box, V for Values and E is Enthusiasm. To me, professionalism is being fair and not misusing the power you have. 我做事一向来公私分明，不会感情用事，所以这一点，我一定做得到。Next, reputation is something that one can build up over time if she is consistant in her good performance. I am sure that I will be up to that standard. Out of box is also creativity. This can be developed along the way and with the help of others. Then, I think values is what all leaders must have to gain respect from others. I am sure that I am righteous and will persevere when I meet challenges. Enthusiasm is what most of the councillors have, including me. With this, I can bring the councillors’ morale up. Therefore, Go for Amelia Goh, your hope for a breakthrough.

Secondly, I was in the executive committee, in short known as exco, last year. This was a wonderful experience for me as I got to learn and understand how the exco works and plans for events. Given this experience, I will be able to lead the councillors better and help the other exco members in the organising of events. I know the usual problems that will happen and how to resolve them. This will result in a more efficient and effective exco and the events will be much more successful and interesting, so Go for Amelia Goh, your hope for a breakthrough.

Thirdly, I think that the Student Council can do better. We have yet to have our big breakthrough ever since a few years back then, when the cool crème stall and the eagles nest were opened for the benefit of the students. I will bring about a breakthrough in Student Council. And I believe I can lead the Student Council and bring them to greater heights. All these will only happen if I have your support. You have the choice to make the difference today, Go for Amelia Goh, your hope for a breakthrough.

中国的前总理周恩来先生曾经说过，：“有恒心，有毅力，方能成。”我相信只要我们有一个共同的梦想，那我们就可以一起让它实现，创造奇迹。只有你们的支持，才能让我们达到这共同的目标。

Thank you for kind attention. 谢谢大家。

yea so tt's my speech.

oh tmr we playing against scgs and im playing singles again. OHMY! janice!!! can your leg fully-recover quickly. okay, it's not like you dun wan it to recoveer, so nvm. XDD our draws are scgs, rgs and dunman high again. i think we can win dunman high de. so we jus need to win scgs to get into top4. so tmr quite crucial. JIAYOU TEAM! :D

oh and today me and pris stay back aft cca to paint our small banners. i didnt really finish mine. gg to finish tmr. i think we mus seriously thank opg ALOT. the cloth also she give us de, she really very supportive of us sia. so aft washing up and everything, it was arnd 7.40pm and we started walking down the hill tgt. normally last time all the pubbers will go home at this time tgt, but now there's only 2 of us left. the only 2 'surviving' pubbers. it's kind of sad to see that. haix. :(

anw, i SERIOUSLY HOPE PRIS IS PRES DEN WE GOT PRES FRM PUB. the pub being pres thing will continue. HAHHAHA. :D jiayou pris!! dun stress! XD need help ask me ok. :D

and zann! get well soooooooon! ><

shall end of here. wanna sleep. XDD

2009-04-05T15:52:00.004+08:00

somehow i jus feel like posting abt my dream last night. cos it somehow seems special. normally i dream of sth the nxt day i cant rmb de. but i can still rmb ytd's till now. i dreamt of pub. YES PUB, PUBLICITY. i dreamt of all the seniors coming back to ahs. they were all cleaning up the pub cupboard, packing it.

den today i think back abt last time, when pub was still there. we haf all the diff i/cs. cleanliness i/c to clean up aft we paint. birthday i/c to organise a cake day every few months. treasurer to help us collect pub fund. cupboard i/c to help us stock take. i still rmb the times where we stay up till late at night in sch, just to chiong finish our mural. den we haf to come back to sch early in the mrng to clean up the floor. wipe the floor, mop the floor. then when we waste paint and dun haf enough, ada will come aft all of us for pub fund to buy a new tub of paint. i tub 50+ dollars sia. and acc to seniors, they say we drink paint. cos the paint always finish so fast. XD i still rmb the times when pub had cake day aft sch. we will chase each other arnd the canteens, cake/cream each other, esp the guys. hahaha. i still rmb staying back aft sch to help to pack up and stock take. rolling back all the ribbons, folding the cloths, bursting the balloons. i still rmb us taking a paintbrush chasing each other arnd the sch jus to paint on each other in diff colours, calling it PUB MEASLES. all these will stay in my heart forever. they are all the happy moments we had tgt.

nobody unstd how we feel when pub was disbanded. pub gives me a feeling that im at home. it's a place where we work hard and play hard tgt. it has nice seniors that will encourage us and help us with our studies.

until now we still haf regular outings with arnd 10ppl turning up each time. it just proves something. pub is bonded. very bonded. by disbanding pub, it's a very wrong choice. and somehow nothing can be done to amend this mistake now.

BUT NVM. COS PUB WILL ALWAYS STAY AS ONE. WE LOVE PUBLICITY!~ :D

im gonna give my presidential speech tmr. jus hope i dun screw things up. i better overcome my stage fright. it's a challenge to me but i will try. :D gotta go memorise my speech now. XD wish me luck. ><

2009-04-04T23:55:00.003+08:00

jus to update abt wad's gg on in bmt now, WE GOT INTO TOP8! YAY! :D

and the match against sports sch was awesome. somehow zhang qingsong noe sports sch's line up and put shayln against their best singles, xiaohui yina against best doubles. altho we lost 5-0 but at least we make the sports sch ppl sweat. at least we make them run like hell. it wasnt easy for them to win. we didnt get thrashed aft all. our players played well. they got arnd 14. woah! nice one right! hahhaha. XD actually, their strokes and skills are not much of a diff frm us. they are faster(better footwork) and stronger(more strength hit to back court). but considering the amt of time they use to train and the amt of time we use to train, i think it's a great achievement. XD den we get second in grp. tt's for bdiv. means nxt round we meeting 2 schs which are first in grp and another which is second in grp.

as for cdiv, they won fuhua 3-2 and got into nxt round too. they top their grp. so nxt round they will meet 2 schs that got 2nd in grp and another sch tt's first in grp. XD let's jus hope they will continue winning and get into top4. :D yay! hahhaa. >< JIAYOU ALL PLAYERS. PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF AT THIS MOST CRUCIAL TIME. XD

圣中杀！

2009-04-04T21:35:00.004+08:00

haf tt little bit of time. so i decided to post.

today went to NTU. me, mary, clarice, danielle, pris, darren and qinhui were to meet at boonlay mrt at 12pm. it took me like 45min to reach there i think. pris did her tingxie corrections on her way there. i was memorising my speech. >< going to finish memorising soon. YAY! :D oh darren and qinhui were late so we decided not to wait for them and went to the bus interchange first. then we saw bus 179. tt's the bus we were supposed to take and we ran aft it like some siao ppl. but we didnt manage to get up the bus. reason being the interchange being too big. and bus 179 was like right at the end. HAHHAHA. but nvm cos the nxt 179 came in a few min time. XD

when we reach the bus stop, we followed the 'footprints' on the floor and reached the lee kuo chuan lecture theatre. waited there for arnd one hr den the thing starts. one of the organisers there was frm ahs and she was so excited that we came. HAHHAHA. XDD

aft the lecture HENG our facilitators not here. then we can go off. we took a pic there and take bus 179 back to interchange. went to the shopping mall there to have late lunch. was arnd 4pm at that time. aft tt we took the train to joo koon. XP we were like since we are all the way here alr why not jus go joo koon and take a look. XDD so we went there take a few pics then take the trainback. darren and qin hui had to take the train all the way back to pasir ris. damn cool la. they travelled frm one end to the other in a day. HAHHHA. :D

so on the overall today was a wonderful slackish day where i do nothing. but i also feel quite sad luh. i saw my frens being sad these few days but i dunno how to cheer them up leh. I DUNNO HOW TO HELP THEM. D: 心有余而力不足. i finally unstd how that feels. i really feel useless at times. D: pris seems so stress and sad. i wanna help her lighten her workload but i noe i cant. sorry.. and it's like i noe YOU wont help her or lighten her workload. you wont or maybe you cant. but wadever it is i jus wanna let all my frens noe tt NO MATTER WAD HAPPENS I WILL BE THERE FOR YOU! JIAYOU! I LOVE YOU! :D i dun care if ppl say i extra or kp me. i dun mind, im jus gonna help.. any prob jus tell me okay. :D

today, it's my first time i ever hear such a sincere "iloveyou". it seriously damn sweet and touching lor. XD ILOVEYOU TOO :D [dun worry im not in any bgr crap, it's jus frm a close fren. :D]

will post the pic up nxt time. somehow, comp a bit hang now. so shall stop here. XDD

2009-04-03T21:56:00.002+08:00

feeling tired.. very tired cos of all the ongoing things right now. im like getting c6 for my recent tests and tt's like HORRIBLE. ohmy!! i shall get use to this busy and tiring life and try to find more time for studies. I BETTER ADAPT TO IT QUICK!

i had this really tired feeling and i really feel like giving up. it's like AAAAAHHHH i cant't stand it. but OBVIOUSLY I WONT GIVE UP SO EASILY LA. im a sports player leh. hahahha. so i went to look for quotes. somehow i always look for quotes when im down or failing. it will sort of inspire and encourage me to move on. so the following are the few quotes. XD

"Things do not change; we change." --Henry David Thoreau (1817 - 1862)

"Sports do not build character. They reveal it." --Heywood Broun (1888 - 1939)

"Desire is the most important factor in the success of any athlete." -- Willie Shoemaker

"Victory belongs to the most persevering." -- Napoleon Bonaparte (1769 - 1821)

" Regret for wasted time is more wasted time." -- Mason Cooley

"The strongest principle of growth lies in human choice." --George Eliot (1819 - 1880)

"While there's life, there's hope." --Cicero (106 BC - 43 BC)

"Never deprive someone of hope; it might be all they have." --H. Jackson Brown Jr.

2009-03-30T18:23:00.002+08:00

hey all. :D

jus to update abt some things. firstly, tyby was awesome! it was a SUCCESS. all though i noe many of us screwed a few parts up but still it's ok! :D now many ppl are telling me tt they miss tyby and they shldnt haf thot it was dumb since the start. HAHAHHA. 不要等到失去了才后悔! XD yea and we're like gonna receive 100 boxes of tt isotonic drink that many of you got aft your walkathon. IS LIKE WOW!! hahahha.

anw, let's talk abt today's match against nanhua. WE WON!! YAY! but i was the only one tt lose, sadly. SHALL TRAIN MORE, ALOT MORE. IM LIKE SOME NOOB. zzzzz. we won them by 4-1. the one is obviously lost by me. firstly cos im a doubles player and cant play singles for nuts. HAHAHHA. yea for nuts. LOL. secondly, my footwork and skills sucks. which is sad. tt's why need to train harder. thirdly, i got no stamina and strength i think. this one i also need to train on it. but i played with their best singles and played rubber. is sort of not bad alr. and coach said i've done my best and perform well. BUT I DUN THINK SO LOR. haix. sorry team mates for not winning ah. paiseh. :X

ohyea i forgot to say why i can even play. it's not cos i pro okay. it's cos janice, our wonderful singles player sprained her ankle. ohmy! jus hope she recover really soon and play the nxt few matches or i will lose all of it. but it's not like she wants it so yup GET WELL SOOOOON! oh den on the reserves that side, avelene got chicken pox and is currently still sick. shunyi, jiehui got cough. theresa's ankle sprain den havent fully recover yet. so i was the only one left. O.O so yup tt's how i got in. XP jus hope everyone recovers quickly and TO ALL MAIN TEAM PLAYERS: PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF AND JIAYOU! AIM FOR NATIONAL CHAMPS!! XD

just gonna say a few things tt i've learnt recently.
(1) we haf to accept the challenges ahead. and fight it. only then can we haf a breakthrough.
(2) persevere your way thru, and before you even noe you are thru it.
(3) by giving your best in everything you do, you will not only find joy in doing it even if you lose but also not let yourself down.
(4) dun regret only aft something is done/gone.
(5) face your problems, running away frm it will only lead to more problems.

many things happened so maybe that's why i learnt so many things. is only when i overcome difficulties, den i will learn.

ohya jus to add on another thing. THANKS PRIS! YOU RAWK! thanks for letting us noe tt it was only a misunderstanding between us. I LOVE YOU CHALK!! :D

"有恒心,有毅力,方能成" 周恩来 -- this was the quote i gave jiang laoshi during yanjiang last year. still can rmb until now. XDD
"Patience and perseverance have a magical effect before which difficulties disappear and obstacles vanish." John Quincy Adams

2009-03-25T21:15:00.003+08:00

HEYHEY PPL let me update since im free. >< just to let you all noe, on this friday, the walkathon will split into 3 grps, each taking diff route.

performing arts and clubs&societies: walk 1km; frm front gate to back gate
uniformed grps: walk 2km; frm front gate down the hill to mrt den walk back up to front gate
sports: walk 3km; frm front gate to mrt den to canal den walk to back gate.

zzzzzzz. sports walk the most when we haf to perform like wtheck. but anw, NONE OF THE ABOVE IS 100% TRUE COS I FORGOT SOME PARTS BUT MOST LIKELY STH ARND THERE. lol so HAPPY WALKING. ><

and you all cant say you all want to pon tyby(ti yu biao yan AKA sports spectacular okay. it's like we train for one year leh. den we always come back on saturdays to practise. we put in alot of effort so you all must support. XD it's like you all train hard for ndp, we also train hard for tyby wad. hahha ya so MUST COME FOR TYBY ON SAT!! ><

苦练了一年，花了不少时间与精力，就是为了这一天，为了你们的掌声。

2009-03-20T21:04:00.002+08:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG !!!

guess wad?

IM GG TO OBS! HAHAHHAHA SUPER DUPER DAMN HAPPY/ELATED/EXCITED/ETC. HAHHAHAHHAHA :D council only sending 7 i think. me, mary, pris, yuping, shijia, clarice, zhenju. let's hope kx gets in tooo. hahahha. i want see him go camp leh. ><

anw tyby is jus nxt weeek :O
come to think of it, we started choosing ppl since last year's march hols. den train until now is like ONE YEAR le. aft all, we put in TIME AND EFFORT so you all CANNOT SAY YOU ALL WAN TO PON OKAY. XD
it will be a very different performance. but i think the sch making it seems like a concert. hahhha. you all can give gifts or take pic with your frens aft the performance. LOL. im not hinting tt i wan a present or sth okay. i jus need ppl to talk to me during tt half an hr. HAHHAHHA. ohoh if you all see some posters painted, I GOT HELP A SMALL LITTLE BIT OKAY. XD
jus pray hard tt we dun screw it up. :D 我相信一定会成功! :D

苦练了一年，花了不少时间与精力，就是为了这一天，为了你们的掌声。

2009-03-15T20:54:00.001+08:00

oh and i jus found out sth ytd. this blogskin can only be viewed in mozilla firefox. under internet explorer and others, the blogskin seems screwed. crap. i will ask marilyn to help me for tt. :D

2009-03-14T01:09:00.002+08:00

hello. i jus changed blogskin. hehe >< it's cos i got bored of my old one. not cos i got bored of bmt, i still love bmt but they dun haf another nice bmt blogskin. hahhaha. yea this skin is quite nice la. XD THANKS FOR ALL THE HAPPY MEMORIES. YAY!

hahaha. but i dun think it's done yet. got quite a few prob i think. i'll try to get it done soon. XD

2009-03-12T21:09:00.002+08:00

HELLO. finally i can haf one week of no tests. hahaha HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!! hahah altho not very long but i think shld be enough to catch up SOME of my work? hopefully. :D must jiayou! XD

okay a few things. firstly, council first wave for pres is over. everyone voted at least i think so. hahah. alot of ppl ask me this qn. YOU WANT TO BE PRES? but the thing is tt i dun even noe the ans myself. i noe i very indecisive. but is not you want den you can. there are a few things to consider wad. things like WILL I GET PPL'S SUPPORT? WILL I BE ABLE TO MANAGE MY TIME WELL AND COPE WITH CCA+STUDIES? MOST IMPTLY, AM I CAPABLE ENOUGH TO LEAD COUNCIL? aft thinking all tt, i dun think i can make it. so haix. forget it ba. plus my dad dun really approve me of getting such high posts. he jus keep saying im wasting time on useless things. zzzzzz. but wad my mum told me a few days ago was a total shock luh.

i was watching tv, sitting beside her.
mum: i ask you ah. you want to be pres for council or not?
me: erm.. tt's random. i dunno leh. daddy dun wan me to..
mum: i think you shld make up your decision fast. if you really want it then go for it.
me: O.O

ya so i was like wow my mum actually said tt to me. but i still havent made up my mind. XD it all depends on fate. hahaha. 走一步看一步吧. :D

next up will be tyby performance today. damn tiring. no guys came. so its an all girls performance like table tennis. sian. didnt show all the very nice parts. but nvm not bad la. but there are like 2 prob this time. first prob is not enough ppl den we haf to do alot of things, run arnd like some crazy fellow. damn tired luh. second prob will be cos of the fans blowing. it affects the shuttle lor. told he shen before but he say if switch off the fans ppl will feel very hot, den get distracted and will not watch our performance. zzzzzzz. okay nvm. i think sometimes we will just have to work within constraints. 我相信一定会成功！HAHAHHA >< oh ya theresa sprain her ankle while performing. its quite bad. hope she recovers soon. really soon. rest well. :D

okay now lets talk abt tmr. last day of term 1. yipeeee. no test!! hahaha. aft tt got trng. aft trng will be friendly with tj. like OMG. hahahah. aft the friendly i still haf pub dinner. tight schedule huh. hahhaha. SARAH THIS IS WHY I CANT CELEBRATE YOUR BIRTHDAY WITH YOU. SO SORRY TWIN! XD

hahah okay. i will write it big here.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY TWIN, SARAH! :D

hahah. okay shall end here. will posts pictures next time. NOT NOW. hahaha XP
shall end of with a quote.

"The key to successful leadership today is influence, not authority." Kenneth Blanchard

2009-03-08T12:38:00.002+08:00

this movie is damn nice. i watched when i was in pri sch. but now still rmb. hahhaha. i so wanna watch it again. XD

2009-03-06T21:08:00.005+08:00

woah it's been long ever since i posted. i haf 2 words to describe my life: BUSY. TIRING. life is like a whole hell of crap. things seem like they will nvr be done. esp the hw i owe tchers. they're piling up. :O

anw, east zone are over. so here are the results:
b'div girls: 1st runner up
c'div girls: 1st
b'div boys: 1st runner up
c'div boys: 1st

they are unexpectedly good. all thanks to coach. and not forgetting our wonderful supporters which includes the councillors. THANKS ALOT ;D

basketball b'div finals are over too. both guys and girls got first. XD we're really performing well in our niche area this year. >< color="#cc33cc">JIAYOU PPL! hope it turns out well.

preseidential election is coming soon too. :O nxt week i think. sian i only thot of one person to vote for. who else shall i vote. haix it's really a difficult choice.

so in conclusion sec3 life = busy, which will result in tiring. haix.. hopefully things get better, including results!! ((:

(will post up the pics nxt time when i haf the time XP)

"As the going gets tougher, the tough gets going." :D

you broke your promise
over and over again.
how do you expect
me to trust you?

2009-02-25T21:31:00.006+08:00

OMGOSH! I CANT BELIEVE IT! WE WON!! OUR LONG WAITED FIRST/SECOND IS FINALLY HERE. shen jiaolian ROCKS! jus one year of her can help us improve so much! XD anw, jus hope we get champions! EAST ZONE CHAMPS HERE WE COME! :D

will update more nxt time. i owe alot of tchers hw. :O cant really catch up DYING SOON!

2009-02-06T20:26:00.006+08:00

hello finally had time to post. firstly, i not emo or sad la. hahhaha >< im okay.. maybe a bit tired due to intensive trng cos COMPETITION is like NXT TUES. :O must jiayou and live up to the name of 五零高手 hahaha. XD

today coach made us train for 1hr for the skills that part den dun let us drink water or haf break. almost died luh. but heng i can tahan. aft tt i drank my whole bottle of water (800ml) down and got myself bloated. -_- hahah den ave and i played against janice, 3sets she won. den played against k-lynn 3 sets she won too. zzzzz. but nvm i think we slowly improving le. JIAYOU! :D den practice service and the last and most horrible physical trng. coach made us sprint thrice (4th court,which is at the end of the hall den run back=1 time) for the first round, den 4 times for the second round. aft sprinting such a long dist everyone almost die le den still got one last round, sprint 2 times (3 courts den run back= 1time). later when i sit down, i felt a pain on my back, arnd tail bone. pain like hell sia. den walk oso pain. damn sian. now i sit down den pain, walk not pain le. hopefully will recover soon, tmr got tyby sia. nvm i shall jiayou! (: okay anw, here are some pictures.. XD we went to coach hse to 拜年.the sweets and tidbits she offered us to eat. her dog. the dog tt scare me quite alot. im scared of dogs when they are near me. x)we set up a mini gambling den at coach's hse, playing 21 points. hahhaour first zhuang was jesslyn. okay this is a random shot. hahah.the nxt zhuang is amanda, den xiaohui. i think xiaohui earned the most luh. she damn lucky sia. haha >

a grp picture without me. hahha cos i took the picture wad. XD

nxt i haf pictures taken frm bio lab. had lots of fun sitting with yuping, kaixiang and weizhang. hahathis is onion cell. kaixiang's onion cell. hahha oh and this is my purple heart cell. i think that's wad it's called if i didnt rmb wrongly. hahha cool right XD

oh since valentine/friendship week is nxt week. let me help rne promote their stuffs. RNE STORE WILL BE OPEN NXT WEEK. THEY WILL BE SELLING, BALLOON SCULTURES, BOOKMARKS AND BADGES. PLEASE BUY FRM THEM. HAHAH. AND THERE WILL BE DEDICATION OF SONGS. HAHHA. clara taught pris and i how to make a fabric rose with our tie. hahah this picture will be shown to the sch on monday so i will not say wad it's for. XDD

JIAYOU ZHENJU, MARILYN AND PRISCILLA!! (they are the i/cs for friendship week ><)this is jus a random photo tt i took frm minitoons. i wanted to buy it luh. it's so cute. but too expensive le. haix.. nvm hahhaha. x)

okay tt's all. jus hope i get well soon and all the best to badminton team. hope we do well. and hope i can catch up with my work too. wah so many hopes. okay nvm. i shall stop here, ending of with a quote.

"Patience and perseverance have a magical effect before which difficulties disappear and obstacles vanish." John Quincy Adams

2009-01-31T21:04:00.006+08:00

maybe you are lying to me all these while
im jus too naive..
but it's okay,
i jus need you to be happy (:

i think i got over you
but i dun wan to lose you as a fren
hope we can still be frens. :D

2009-01-25T10:41:00.003+08:00

erm.. actually i dunno wad to post. haha wait till i haf more pictures den i will post it all at one shot. but that will be when i haf time. >< im like damn busy nowadays. pubwork and homework. ahhhhhh!! okay nvm. competitions coming up. wish us luck (: anw, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR. see you all on wed. :D sian i mus be in uniform on wed. hahha ok im being random. tt's all. woah i've finally updated my blog.. XD

jus one more day
and it will be one month(:
but you're not here with me.
come back soon cos
i miss you..

2008-12-31T21:05:00.011+08:00

hello ok. as usual i will only post pictures. den i will go chiong hw le. XDD anw, HAPPY 2009! jiayou! :D
16-18 dec (bmt chalet)19 dec (sec1 registration)serene pres with teddychio chalk/pub partner/priscilla - she drew herself outdone by me and prisstayed for the painting of farewell banner. me and pris went to help welfare22 dec (council farewell)25 dec (christmas, celebrated with marilyn at her aunt's hse)29-30 dec (bonding camp)
night games! my station2 partner - zhiyuantrying to act scary but i dunno how. i noe i look retarded. >the candles formed the words 'STUDENT COUNCIL'
THANKS ALOT SEC3 FOR THE WONDERFUL AND MEMORABLE BONDING CAMP.

baby tiggers are so cute!! haha. XDD

anw, im in the cluster TONKAWA nxt year. ogl of OG14. ogp: ANDREW. lol.

many things changed.
we're getting more awkward each time we see each other.
we're drifting apart slowly and unknowingly.
when will we be like before..

2008-12-03T21:51:00.010+08:00

THIS WAS MEANT TO BE POSTED ON 3RD DEC, BUT DIDNT HAF TIME TO. XDD

hey! okay. there's like damn lot of pics for me to post and update. i wont type, since a picture says a thousand words. ><

firstly, prom!

secondly, the harmony concert! thirdly, sec2 council bbq!

i posted the pics up on photo album, there's too many pics. XP

den PUB CHALET!! [im only gg tmr, cos my parents didnt allow me to go today]

anw, today i went to sch at 8am and guess wad only janice, shayln and amanda there. aft tt, jesslyn came and we went to 85. cos we had nothing to do. supposed to haf tyby. but we didnt noe it was pushed back till 10am. zzzzzzzzz... so went to 85 and eat. shayln and amanda went to buy this soap thing to blow bubble. really had a great time. hahha.

aft tt, levia and yina came. played music and had a small karaoke session. practised only 3 times of footwork den we did sth funny. look at the video below. XD

hahha. it's damn funny lor.

2008-11-23T12:57:00.003+08:00

homeworks are piling and i cant finish them. den suddenly got this eng hw. faints la.

went with mary and gary to suntec popular to find the books. all the nice books dun haf, only haf the 3 musketeers and david copperfield. they say all popular outlets no stock. zzzzzzz.

a few days later, went with junyang to pasir ris library. all dun haf also, except in jurong west or central library. those far far away ones. zzzzzzz. oh. we found this comic book of the time machine by H.G. Wells. hahah

hahaha. den the next few days went with vanessa aft trng to times and tampines library to find again. dun haf as usual. times said it's either out of print or out of stock. zzzz. den we went borders at parkway. we only found 2 books there. oliver twist and david copperfield. we wanted a book to read so we shared the book david copperfield tgt. ;D jiayou reading vanessa. hahaha.

ok. so update until here. im trying to find jianbao to do and start in hw. nxt week gonna be a busy week. jiayou in doing your hw ppl. XD

2008-11-16T00:16:00.005+08:00

And so another year ends.
Didn't really want the year to end though.
Everything seemed so paradise-like.
Like how kaya and toast, so perfect-ish.
Inevitable though, that we have to split.
Nevermind, we'll get used to it.
Everyone won't forget the times they've had together though.

Anyways, like any first day, everything seemed awkward.
No one made much noise.
No one communicated.
And the class just stayed silent for a while.

Come the second and third days, people started taking initiative.
Everyone introduced themselves and stuff.
Laughter filled the classroom, annoying the teachers occasionally. XD
Events like birthday celebrations were held.
Some of us took the initative to start up a class blog.
The class tee was decided, in just two short weeks.
Everything was planned out and done within the first month.

January soon passed, and February came.
Our class talked more now.
Even though now the teachers feel annoyed at us being too loud.
Yet, we think they enjoy the atmosphere as well :D.

Lamers like Yu Xuan and Jeremy had the cold jokes.
Artists sat at the corner drawing and shading XD.
Incredibly hardworking students were ALREADY buried in books.
Mid-Years are so far away and yet they're already studying like crazy ._..
Anyway, cliques soon materialised.
Yet we're still bonding as one :D.

Kaypoh people spread around gossips.
Each and everyone one of us had something special to contribute to 2D
Lessons were never boring because of that.
Likewise, school events were exciting because of that as well.
Yelling, screaming, suaning, crapping everywhere.

Do we have our bad times?
All classes have their ups and downs.
No one class forever stays happy.
Including us.
Everyone was hyped up for the China trip.
Little stayed back in Singapore, though some had to go to Taiwan.
Let's just say the entire trip was cool.
Even though epidemics hit and there wasn't really much we could do.

Gone was March, and soon April came.
In the middle of the semester already.
Lesser chaos now, since Mid-years are approaching.
Died, all those blogs, because studying was more important.
And everyone was like, "Revision, revision, revision!"

And all the revising paid off, kinda!
Mid-Years soon passed by like a breeze.
Even though not everyone was pleased with how they did.
Lower expectations might help XD.
In the midst of all the break downs, the soft side of the human spirit is shown.
All tears dried, we move on.

Holiday plans start popping up as May arrived.
Incredibly crazy plans like going overseas and stuff.
Light-hearted and relaxed, the cohort became.
And we planned for our first class BBQ!
Really great, thought we lost a very expensive soccer ball.
Yes, a soccer ball at the beach XD.

Choy Jun Kang Bennett kept on panicking.
Lent a hand to try and get a replacement Seeing how we couldn't get the original back.
As it has floated quite far away from us.
Under the dark starless sky, we finally decided who would be getting the replacement.
Dug into our longan dessert after that.
It was DELICIOUS XD.
And chaotic too, with all the spoons attacking one container XD.

And the holidays passed by really quickly.
Usually we start the second semester in the last week of June.
Dumb school management shifted it one week forward.
Result - One less week of holiday D:
Expected whinings and complaints came.
Yet we went back to school anyway (Couldn't do anything XD).

Soon we arrived in July.
Health-checks and NAPFA test.
Every part of you is tested out XD.
Excruciating long runs to prepare ourselves for the 2.4km run.
Never wondered what it'd do for us though :P.
In the end, nobody died XD.
Not everything turned out okay however.

Just before July was about to end,
In the middle of testing for shuttle-run,
A classmate of ours injured his leg.
Yeah, we emo-ed for a while.
In came a few teachers to talk out out of our emo-ing state.
Not working, to be honest. XD
Got together to prepare presents and well-wishes.

That really bonded us quite a lot.
Had a "Get Well" tagboard where we tagged our well-wishes.
Exempted the word "lame" as much as we could.
Relocated our classroom when he came back.
(Even though that's somewhere in October XD.)
Some of us dedicated a post to him.
And we wrote and decorated a card to him each, even the teachers.

Made it through the hard times.
August came next.
Really working our butts off due to PW.
Incredibly time-consuming.
Long-periods of thinking, brainstorming and stuff.
Yeah, we coped with it XD.
Not without sacrifices of course.

Most of our food products were kinda similar XD.
Impossible to have much variety though XP.
Coz we have limited equipment and ingredients.
Healthy on-the-go products always have those same things. :D
Everyone had cool food products and jingles!
Lots of effort put into Project Work.
Let's just say, to do all this just for grades...
Every effort spent is not really worth it XD.

Veggies and fruits and other crap entertained our minds during that period of time.
And the colourful and attractive packaging XD.
Let's not forget the jingle. :P
Everyone perfomed during Music lesson.
Really funny and entertaining.
I think I screwed up my performance though XD.
Even though my group wanted to NOT get picked, we got picked ._..

Just our luck I guess.
In the end, we had to make 30 servings more of our products.
Not really hard, thanks to the entire class.
Got everything ready in time :D.
Juicy chicken-foldovers accompanied our booths.
Intense was the atmosphere, everyone was cheering and supporting :D.
Not to mentions lots of bribing and pulling of customers XD.
Got quite a bit of leftovers in the end though, didn't do really well.

Finally September ends.
Intense studying as End-of-Years approach.
On top of that, there was this National Weather Study Project XD.
Not good at all, so many things to do, so little time.
Anyways, people were mugging like there's no tomorrow.

Valiant we stand, revising in all sorts of ways.
Including staying back to revise with friends and having remedial with teachers.
Vague is our future, as well as our results.
Incredibly hardworking people had stacks and books of notes.
And they read through them every single day.
Not to mention writing more notes after that.

The End-of-Years finally come in October.
Everyone panicked and studied more.
Read textbooks and past year's worksheets.
Even those that weren't tested, just in case.
Stress took over as the first exam came.
And we unknowingly sail through the End-of-Years.

Can anyone remember the day half the class ponned school?
Let's just say, we got into a bit trouble.
All the other classes were like, "Woah".
Really tensed up during SEL.
All of us tried to cover up for the ponners :P.

End-of-Years came and went, and we started slacking.
Didn't do much, just slacked in class all day.
Not stressed anymore, just bored.
All the post-exam events the school organised were kinda stupid :P.

Holidays finally came.
Unusually calm on the last day of school.
Intended to have an outing at Tampines Mall, but nobody attended.
Yelling were little, suanning were little.
Instead came messages of farewell, and lots of hugging. :)

Maybe it's because we're too bonded.
Everyone was missing 2D'08 already.
Lists of thank yous started popping up all over the place.
IP students wrote them as they head to a new school next year.
Some non-IP goers dedicated posts as well.
Streaming is going to seperate us anyways.
And with all these, a bonded class is forcibly split apart.

Maybe we miss each other already.
Events like the IP farewell were held.
Letting us see each other for just that little longer.
In the end, we'll actually miss each other more.
Nevertheless, we still want to meet up, so we do it anyways.
And we continue to laugh, suan, yell, poke like we usually do in class.

So what if we'll be apart next year.
All good things must come to an end.
Remain in contact and we'll still be able to meet.
Anywhere you want, anytime possible.
However tight our schedule, we'll still make time for each other right?

Because we wanted to bond.
Everyone wanted to be together as a class.
Nobody got left out.
Nobody was unwilling.
Everyone co-operated and tried to be enthu.
Turning up in class with a "European" look for Racial Harmony.
That got everyone scolded but it doesn't matter, we had fun.

Yes, we didn't win the "Most Outstanding Class".
Unable to win "Most Improved Class" either.
Xinca (that's a language) isn't needed to explain that they're not important.
Usually, the class we're in is the "Most Outstanding".
All those times we've been through together, all those ups and downs.
No one outside our class will be able to understand.

Lots of things around us change.
All kids grow up into adults in the end
Nothing really remains constant.
Continue even if it seems like everything is not going your way.
Eventually, you'll see the fruits of your labour.

Likewise, even though we won't be together anymore.
Onwards we shall go, and not give up.
Uphold and perservere.
If we are bonded, we will definitely be able to meet up.
Someone will definitely hold a reunion party or something XD.

Xenophiles like Sheen will probrably be in Japan in the future.
It may get more trecherous to gather all of us the older we get.
At least there is still MSN and the old-fashioned telephone :D.
No reunion needs to be perfect, since most of the time it's impossible.
Zero of the world's class reunions actually have EVERY SINGLE STUDENT present.
Having a perfect reunions isn't a top priority.
Instead, keeping in contact and making sure we are still enthu is XD.

Waiting for the day of our class chalet seems harsh, doesn't it?
All of us cannot wait to see each other again.
It doesn't have to be perfect.
Making it fun and exciting isn't important either.
Everyone meeting together will automatically make it fun and exciting.
Needless to say, the insults will once again start firing.
Guffaws and screaming will fill the chalet.

Jabbing and poking incidents will occur.
Explicit words maybe, and some gossips too.
Racial insults will definitely pop up.
Except that we now have to make sure there isn't any Malay or Indians in the chalets beside us XD.
Maybe more crazy dares will pop up.
You know, those involving hugging, touching and all those XD.

Kilos of charcoal may be used if we're barbecuing.
All the food will either be half-cooked or over-cooked.
I think after the chalet, all of us may have a stomachache.
Xantheinuria or some other creepy diseases or illness.
Important thing is to have fun actually, so it doesn't matter.
Accident happen after all. XD.Not forgetting that our class is kinda daring XD.
Game for anything and everything (Maybe except Celeste? XD)

May our class chalet be a successful one.
In life, that are many things we dislike.
Not class 2D.
X-factor doesn't matter, we love each other.
Umpteen obstacles may pop up along the way.
At least with class 2D behind you all the way,
None of you will have to endure it alone. :)

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!! THIS IS SO SWEET CAN. I GOT IT FRM CLASS BLOG! IT REALLY MAKE ME RMB ALL THE THINGS TT HAPPEN THIS YEAR! THANKS ALOT WAIMENG! YOU MUST HAF SPENT ALOT OF TIME ON IT. btw, this was written before the chalet. :D

2008-11-15T23:01:00.004+08:00

okay im gg to post abt 2d chalet. it so rocks can!! so organised. i feel like i've been thru an overnight camp! like wooooooohoooooooo~ thanks all my frens for making it so memorable! will try to post the pics. oh btw, i will not write very detailed hor.. :D

1st day - 12th nov
aft trng, i went home bathe den went for the chalet reach arnd 6+pm. once i reached they were all out buying dinner. i ate mr. chicken rice with audrey, mary and edna. yup. some went to buy burger king (tt's only bubble. haha) den the rest went to buy kfc. not sure for the guys tho. all headed back to the chalet. we watched shi xiong di tgt. den we keep laughing at the special power of the 10 brothers. lol. aft tt, the girls went high and started singing loudly, in a grp. the guys were playing cards. we keep singing damn loudly, and started zi high-ing. we sang di yi tian while jumping on the bed. edna fell aft she shouted her first di yi tian. hahaha. XP we sang for more than an hour until 9.30pm, we rmb to watch bu fan de ai, followed by the 10pm hongkong show on channel u, forgot wad it's called. aft watching, we played cards, mostly dai di, and say ghost stories. den someone suggested to watch midnight movie, haf supper den go watch sunrise. so coool right. haha. we wanted to watch madagascar 2, all 15 of us tt are staying overnight went to the cinema. apparently only got 007, the coffin and hsm 3. the coffin too scary for some ppl, but some said it was boring. hsm 3 got ppl watch before le. den 007 is so boring and not for us to watch. anw, aft deciding for a long time. most voted hsm3. tete, joey, aud watch before le so they not watching. and since im broke, i didnt watch too. we went back to the chalet. tete and joey started sleeping. i was reading magazine while aud talking on the phone. den tete woke up cos it was too cold for her to sleep and maybe aud talking on the phone woke her up or sth. only joey keep sleeping. haha. when it's like half an hr more to the ending of their movie, we decided to sleep before all of them start to snatch the beds with us. hahah. each of us took a bed and started sleeping. not before long, they called and said tt they will be back soon. LOL. den we are like crap so fast. and quickly try to catch more sleep. when we jus closed our eyes, some siao ppl started screaming damn loud. like wth. den i told audrey tt we will nvr be able to sleep in peace. anw, they came back and we all slept at 2am. everyone set their alarm at 4am.

2nd day - 13th nov
so yea, i slept for 2hrs and suddenly RING!!! all the phone rang at arnd the same time. we went to mcdonalds to eat supper. the person damn qianbian. long story, shall not elaborate. den we went to pasir ris park to watch sunrise. but the most stupid thing is that we dunno the way there. den we started walking towards the lightning(there's lightning but no thunder. lol). in the end, jiaying say tt way will take very long so we walk another way which take us to pasir ris park shortly. before we step into pasir ris park, there's this map. edna and mary took pic of it in case we get lost. cos it was really really dark. we walk to somewhere den sat on the rocks. we keep facing the sea and lightning waiting for the stupid sun to rise. in the end, the sun rose behind us. and cos it was gg to rain, it wasnt really obvious, it's jus half of the sky turning purple? lol. den we started walking back to chalet cos it was drizzling. oh. the sand which was mud at that point of time is really scary. and i finally unstd wad pris said. it's like quicksand. my slipper sank into it. LOL. anw, the funniest thing was, when we came out, xianzhi studied the map and told us tt we were facing the north all the while. claps. we faced the north to watch a sunrise. omg. hahahha. i went back to chalet and stone, sending some music frm tete's phone to mine while others either try to sleep or play cards. lol. aft tt i went off. waited for the damn bus for 45min. zzzzzz. den chiong home to change and wear shoes and chionged back to sch. reach at arnd 9,05am when im supposed to reach at 8.45am. so sorry corrine. oh so i gave out the prom tickets and went back home to bathe and went back to the chalet again. i went back went it was lunch time. we had pizza. aft lunch, it was GAMES TIME!! we played WATER GAMES!! WOAH. SO CAMP-LIKE. hahhaha. got really really wet and had really lot of fun, tho i got a cut. nvm. aft having fun, went to bathe and watch jus follow law disc1. sarah brought it to the chalet. at arnd 5.30pm everyone tried to start the fire. ready for bbq. we took a long time. until 7pm nothing much was cook. zzzzzzzz.we ate jiaying's spaghetti while waiting for the food to be bbq. it was as tasty as the last time i ate it. thanks alot jiaying. at 7, we started taking shifts since there were too many ppl crowding at the bbq pit doing nothing. most guys did the first shift. i took the 2nd shift. audrey and i did the fanning of the fire. damn tiring sia. keep fanning and fanning but ate nothing. at arnd 9+pm i only ate 1 chicken wing, 1 satay, 1 crabstick, 2 sausages. obviously im not full yet. instead i was really hungry. oh and ms ng came to the rescue. she help us start a big fire and help us finsh bbq-ing all our food. slowly, everyone left except me, audrey, edna, mary and tete. talk to ms ng for a long time while she bbq. aft tt, we went back to our chalet and rest. ms ng went home. we started talking abt relationships. and mary as usual became a love advisor. lol. we talk until 2+am den all fall dead le. wanted to stay to 4am so we will haf a record of not sleeping for 24 hrs. but i always sleep like pig de, can tahan until 2am not bad alr la. haha.

3rd day - 14th nov
woke up suddenly and rushed home cos i was 2hrs late frm the time i told my mum tt i will be home. continue sleeping and went for trng aft tt.

THIS IS THE MOST MEMORABLE CHALET AND THE BEST I EVER HAD. IT'S ALSO THE FIRST TIME I FEEL TT OUR CLASS IS SUPER BONDED. THANKS EVERYONE TT MADE THIS CHALET SO COOOOL AND FUN!! :D

2008-11-11T22:43:00.005+08:00

kahwee.graci.priscilla.pearlyna.serene.cheryl.me.yujun.yulin. PROGESTERONES! [OMG!!!] haha. inside joke.

PUBPUBPUBPUBPUB PUBLICITY!~

im so gonna get pub back. (:

2008-11-11T22:17:00.002+08:00

hey. i BROKE my racket ytd. damn it sad. cos i save up for the whole of sec1 and bought tt racket. now near competition le, where to find money to buy. plus i paid most of the tee shirts and chalets and bbqs le. I'VE GOT NO MONEY!!! crap. i seriously didnt wan to cry tt day, but aft thinking abt all the above and coach saying some stuffs, i cant stand it lor. im sorry if im not as rich as the others la. wad the heck. nvm.

anw, jus wan to THANK MY BMT FRENS, i think they helping me to pay for a new racket. they say treat it as birthday or christmas present but still i CANT ACCEPT it. THANKS ALOT tho. i will pay you all back slowly i guess. :D THANKS ALOT! i seriously dunno wad to say accept thank you, you ppl are damn nice! so glad tt i haf you all as frens! :D

OH YA!! SEC2 COUNCILLORS! HERE ARE A FEW THINGS FOR YOU ALL TO TAKE NOTE!

1) WE HAVING AN OFFICIAL BATCH MEETING ON 18NOV, 1PM, AT EAGLES NEST(HOPEFULLY). YOU WILL BE EXCUSED FRM YOUR CCAS. ALL ARE TO COME, GIVE VALID REASONS IF NOT COMING.

2) ALSO WE HAF OUR SEC2 COUNCIL BBQ ON 1ST DEC, AT PASIR RIS PARK. DETAILS WILL BE DURING MEETING. PLEASE CONFIRM YOUR ATTENDANCE WITH ME AND PAY $10 DURING THE MEETING!

3) AND I NEED 5 MORE PPL TO DO BACKSTAGE DUTY(F&P PPL BETTER), AND 13 MORE FOR USHER DUTY ON 28NOV, THE HARMONY CONCERT. PLEASE TRY TO SELL YOUR TICKETS AND COME FOR DUTY! WE ARE REALLY SHORT HANDED.

4) WE ARE PLANNING NIGHT GAMES FOR BONDING CAMP AND DOING A PERFORMANCE FOR FAREWELL. ALL IN-CHARGE PLS BE READY ASAP AND CALL FOR A REHEARSAL IF THERE'S A NEED.

THANK YOU! :D

2008-11-07T21:45:00.002+08:00

sian. the results for streaming is out on acp like ytd. OMG. den if you open it with microsoft words, you can see EVERYTHING. the ranking in sch for main subjects only and class nxt year. tho not confirm cos ppl can appeal but high chance correct la. IM IN 3F NXT YEAR. and i hated the letter at first is like of all alphabets f. -.- but nvm, i accept the fact le. nxt year not same class as alot of ppl le. only fiona, jingjing, kaixiang, minxuan frm 2d. den don, glen ngiam frm 1g. oh and pris, yuping, jeremy ma frm council. tt's the ppl i noe. other than tt i dunno le. T.T den those ppl i noe all haf their own cliques de. so sad. but nvm. nxt year go make frens. haha. XP

class chalet coming SOOOOOOON. it's 12-14nov. but the most stupid thing is we dunno where it is yet. like zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. nvm. jiayou and thanks to those ppl planning the food and games. :D

these few days im like busy with trngs i guess. trng getting tougher and tougher. damn tiring. but i think i can run arnd the court faster le. tho my skill sucks. hahaha. oh and i react faster now. and seriously im a doubles player. im so glad coach calls me to play doubles these few trngs. XD hopefully i can get a place as reserve or sth in sch team nxt year. hopefully my hard work will pay off. (:

2008-11-03T22:25:00.005+08:00

okay, jus now got pub dinner and it's super fun to get together again. laugh alot. seriously alot. until my stomach hurts. shall post pics another day. i jus found out i got tagged by fiona. XD

TYPE YOUR FIRST NAME WITH YOUR :
1. FINGERS: AMELIA
2. CHIN: AMEDL,OJAZ
3. ONE FINGER, EYES CLOSED: A,ELUA
4. ELBOW: AQMELIAQ
5. NOSE: [wth. keyboard is dusty la.]
6. PALM: AMELUAS

1. List four random items you have:
badminton rackets, badminton shoes, towels, water bottle [got trng jus now. so i jus look at wad i haf in front of me. XD]

2. Have you ever slept in the back of the car?
duh. i got carsick so if i sleep, i wont feel giddy. haha. but another reason is im piggy.

3. Have you recently dyed your hair/cut it?
no. i dun dye my hair. the last time i cut was before eoy? think so.

4. List four people you look up to the most. erm..
CHONGWEI for his badminton skills, calm and steadiness on court. he's friendly too. :D
MR WEE for being such a great teacher. he doesnt only teach his own students but anyone tt look for him for help. he's very generous and kind tooo. :D
SERENE for the way she copes her studies, cca and council, oh and of course tyby. she's like pres in council, captain of cca, den her studies still good. den tyby oso need planning. damn pro sia. :D
PRIS for knowing when to be serious and when to get high. she gets really high at times. den she will be spastic. haha. CHALK!! :D

5. How many pets do you own as of now?
zero. my family doesnt really like pets. plus we haf no time to take care of it.

6. Which do you prefer? White or Black?
erm.. i dunno leh. black seems so emo. den white seems so pure. lol. none ba. haha. XD

7. Who is your most played character?
i dun play online games AT ALL. haha.

8. Choose one or the other, not both: Being stuck on an island with a friend, or being stuck on an island with 5 acquaintances.
i think i will choose the 5 acquaintances. the more the ppl the easier to escape wad. den we can help each other to get out of the island and hopefully i can get back to my family and friends. LOL. those 5 acquaintances may be friends along the way.

9. Name three aspects that tell who you are.
when i am determined to do something, i go for it like siao.
im crazy over badminton.
i sleep all the time.

10. If you could have a power what would it be?
to know wad others are thinking. so i wont misunderstand ppl and will noe how they are feeling deep inside them. den can help them if they haf problems. :D

11. Who was the last person you talked to?
my mother.

12. Who was the last person you said “i love you” to?
erm.. i rarely say i love you. so the last time is too long ago tt i forgot? LOL

13. Write down the first five words that pop into your mind:
badminton. publicity. happy. tired. sleepy.

14. What’s one thing you wish you could do better?
in my studies, in badminton. :D

15. Do you like the way you are?
erm.. dunno. maybe not ba. i too serious at some stuffs le. :)

16. Choose, Summer or winter?
summer. winter is too cold for me. my nose will turn really red. XD

17. Rain or snow?
rain. cos it's a good time to sleep. XP snowing is jus too cold. i will be freezing. den cant sleep well.

18. Water or ice?
water. it's essential to all. ice still need to melt it, so troublesome.

19. List two odd things about yourself.
my crazy passion over badminton and PUB. lol. and my weird way of prioritising things. haha. XD

20. Which are two of your bad habits?
lazy to tidy up my desk and PROCRASTINATING.

21. What’s 1 of your biggest pet peeve?
why the teachers disband pub. I WANT PUB BACK LA!

Now list 6 people who should do this quiz:
erm.. mary, sarah, pris, jiaying, junyang, kaixiang. but any other ppl oso can do.

it's a BREAKTHROUGH tt we need. but still sometimes TRADITIONS prove themselves to be BETTER. :D

2008-11-02T18:41:00.003+08:00

hey. i found a very cool thing. the tyby's blog. oh. if you didnt noe, tyby is ti yu biao yan, which is sports performance. is damn cool de. the link is http://www.xanga.com/tyby09. go see the pictures and videos. XD there will be performance on basketball, table tennis, badminton, netball, softball, wushu, skipping and even zaocao. hahah. :D

2008-10-25T21:32:00.005+08:00

THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO tooDo8 - getglue'd! :D

okay. i feel bored. and i haf been wanting to write a dedication or small note to everyone in the class. since i haf time now, let me finish it. XD

From http://www.urbandictionary.com/

tood

The feeling between waking and dreaming. A place in time where one feels good and forgets all other worries. Much like enlightenment except without the understanding; it is a more simple form of pure satisfaction and happiness.

There are other (crappy) meanings, but I guess this one is the best. It's actually "THE tood", but I don't care :D.

the above is i copy paste frm class blog de. haha. XD

okay. i will write according to register number. wanted write according to seat arrangement but damn difficult cos dunno which way to go and where to start. haha. XP

Reg. 1 Adeline [badminton]

i only noe she join our sch this year. den first day of sch according to kx, i was the one tt told her there's an extra seat in front of me. den 害 her sit beside kx. haha. sorry. but she seems very happy, always smiling.i heard frm ppl tt went to china, she eats alot. and she eats everything. moon cake festival she also eat the mooncakes tt nobody wanted. haha. a very passionate lover for bmt(jus like me x)) and have alot of strength when playing.

Reg. 2 Anna [softball]

she also jus transferred in this year. a very soft spoken and shy girl. but if she really noe you well she can be quite funny too. tho i rarely talk to her. but tt's wad i observe la. haha. XD she's also damn good at art.

Reg. 3 Celeste [guitar]

MARKERSS!!! (lol. if you get it den good, if not too bad. haha.) she's a very hardworking girl tt sometimes worry too much i think. but other than that, she's very happy with everything. she jus go mad and laugh arnd. LOL. she oso damn pro in guitar. she help our class play guitar tgt with michelle but she was too nervous den got a bit screwed up. the guys oso keep saying she sing zao-sia. but who cares. i think i oso zao sia. XD always walk downhill with her and jiaying.

Reg. 4 Joey [dance]

kangaroo hops hops. haha. she really look like kangaroo. she got this damn cute face. haha. she's quite a nice person. tho i dun really noe her. only keep calling her kangaroo and keep irritating her, telling her to hop. LOL. she will either whack my back softly or poke me (i not scared of pokes, so it's pointless. XD). haha. but you always see her staring at the phone playing some dumb games. lol. SHE'S GG IP. ):

Reg. 5 Lai May [dance]

a very nice friend tt will show concern to others. but somehow she doesnt like to go for recess. always no appetite if not lazy. haha. mus always drag her down along for recess de. XP she's also always feeling sleepy. nodding her heads off with marilyn during some lessons. lol. she dance well too, sec2 exco for dance okay. XD

Reg. 6 Kelly [infocomm]

someone tt is very good at eng. all her proposal writing and compo all get damn high marks de. very good in those photography i guess. she always win prizes for those competition. goes arnd with sheen taking pictures for sch events. XD

Reg. 7 Danielle [softball]

knew her a bit in council last year. she's a very funny and lame person. her jokes sometime very nonsensical de. haha. den she very random de. she will start singing random songs or say random stuffs at random times. rmb once she ask me online when did 911 happen. and in the end she told me it was out of random-ness. XD she also ask alot of questions during lesson time, but maybe she ask a little too much. LOL. XD

Reg. 8 Gilda [table-tennis]

same class as me last year, fellow sport player. haha. she is very screamy. always scream damn high pitch. i think nobody will beat her in that. haha. she scream so high until the glass gg to crack soon i think. lol. jus exaggerating. XP

Reg. 9 ME!! [badminton]

Reg. 10 Hilary [choir]

mummy! haha. a very nice friend indeed. she shows some kind of maturity at times, really feel like my mum. haha. whenever i try to bully sarah sometimes, she will be like 'mia, it's not right to do this. no bullying of sisters okay.' something liddat. haha. but she can be very hyper sometimes too. haha. the pro in eng in our class. and can draw super well. XD she goes for japanese lessons tgt with sheen. =D

Reg. 11 Claudia [chinese drama]

the roundish BUBBLE in 2d. POPS and she will be gone. she very easy cry. when we left the old folks home aft cip, she started crying. lol. but she can be quite encouraging at times. :D she's also very huggable according to marilyn. she loves to go arnd hugging ppl. she treats me as her mum sometimes when she's sad cos i haf the same birthday as her mum? lol. a very straight forward girl with super fast talking speed. XD

Reg. 12 Audrey [dance]

the top in 2d. anything dunno ask her. haha. she wont mind to teach you de. she's always the one there when you are down. trying to give you encouragement and tell you life goes on. a great friend indeed. she also my spastic partner. we laugh at the most stupid stuff during lesson time tgt. lol. she thinks tt im mad and i think she is too. hahaha. SHE'S GG IP! ): den no one spastic tgt with me le.

Reg. 13 Sheen-In [infocomm]

my ahma! also my partner, sitting beside me. she very nice lor. everytime help me de. anything need help, there's always sheen. haha. she always stop kx frm bullying me. if kx stuff sth into my pencil case, she makes sure he get it back. haha. i got such a good ahma right? she is good in photography and blog making i think. super pro in japanese too.

Reg. 14 Jiaying [girl guides]

a very studious and nice girl. every mrng when she reach sch early, she will look thru her txtbook or notes, studying for the nxt tests. guai right. haha. she also very caring de. when i keep scratching my wound cos it's damn itchy, she makes sure she stops me frm scratching and hit me softly. like mummy treating baby liddat. haha. she always walk downhill with me de. but now SHE GG IP le. ): one less person i can walk downhill with. D:

Reg. 15 Theresa [st johns]

nickname tete. loves turtle like i dunno wad. i think she got arnd 20 stuff toy turtles le. haha. still rmb at the start of the year she wrote tete somewhere and i ask her how to pronounce it. i thot it was titi or sth. LOL. she is quite unglam in class, always taking off her shoes and socks. haha. she sits unglamly too. XD ahahaha

Reg. 16 Marilyn [infocomm]

my best friend since primary sch. was in same class frm p3-p6. den sec1 diff class. i was so shock when she told me we were in the same class last year. i thot she kidding me, cos i didnt noe we so 有缘. haha. she's always the one helping me out with my problems, caring for my meals. erm.. helping me distress? hahaha. always helping out in class outings. a very responsible and hardworking girl. quite cool in a way as she is confident enough altho sad to say she's short. but she's growing. haha. jus wanna say THANKS ALOT. :D

Reg. 17 Michelle [guitar]

our class monitress. helps to coordinate our class in a way. always passing sms to the whole class cos she has unlimited free sms. haha. a very responsible person. know wad to do at the right time unlike mx. lol. she has a music talent. can play piano and guitar well. humble, calm and helpful. tt's wad i can say abt her. XD SHE'S GG IP TOO. ):

Reg.18 Valerie [infocomm]

the cute little valley according to herself. quite bhb sometimes (on class tagboard XP), but dun really noe her tt well. cos she's on the other side. but she likes to play arnd and suan ppl too i heard. haha. and yea. SHE'S ANOTHER ONE GG IP TOO. ):

Reg. 19 Jingjing [basketball]

the only dsa player in the class. i shld say it must be quite tough for her to be in this competitive class as she is at a disadvantage. but she doesnt give up and keep working hard, trying to do better. can see tt she's quite helpful in our class events. like our class tee is done by her. yup.

Reg. 20 Fiona [harmonica & dnt club]

our honest and not blur treasurer. haha. passing her my money makes me feel safe. lol. she did a great job in collecting the money frm the class. efficient. tt's the word. she's a very nice and helpful person tooo. :D

Reg. 21 Vivian [girls brigade]

i thot she very quiet at first but i was wrong. ahahah. she quite siao de. and she had all the weird weird things to ask ppl. like how many meh meh jump over the wall, johnny woosh, etc. she also got alot of weird games to play de. and she laughs like i dunno wad. hahaha. XD

Reg. 22 Teresa [infocomm]

nickname teddy. frm indonesia. anna's good friend. quite funny i think. she always go class blog tag. but i dun really noe her well. the only way i noe her is thru her tags on class blog. o.O oops. haha. but i think she's quite a nice and funny person. lol.

Reg. 23 Clara [english drama]

she is like mature you noe. she got second in my class. altho she may sound quiet but she can express herself well. and when you need help frm her, she will defintely lend you a helping hand. i still rmb she got nominated for the kind person during the kindness week. yup.

Reg. 24 Edna [english drama]

a very outspoken person. can be quite crazy at times. but when she's serious she means it okay. quite responsible when it comes to some stuffs. but she love sleeping in class. and when things get bored. she jus sleep without bothering abt the surrounding. hahaha. she is also hardworking and quite dominant.

Reg. 25 Huiyi [concert band]

sotong!! haha. oh. and jeremy's fan. she laugh's at jeremy's LAME LAME LAME jokes. nobody laugh at them except her. hhaha. she's the blur queen in our class. her reaction lag by a few seconds de. but you see her blur blur she still got 5th in class i think. and she's super good at art.

Reg. 26 Melina [robotics]

the older one of the twins. look exactly alike just tt her face is rounder i guess. oh. and she has a hello kitty sling bag. LOL. the more hyper and crazy one out of the two twins. i always bully sarah tgt with her. muahahha. XD but sad, SHE'S GG IP! ):

Reg. 27 Melissa [robotics]

the younger one of the twins. her face is not as round as her sister's. XD she is more quiet and calm, unlike melina. but she does tease and suan ppl too. XD but when it comes to things like presentation, she appear to be more serious and calm. :D SHE'S GG IP TOO! ):

Reg. 28 Sarah [npcc]

my fellow twin! lol. she always kena bullied. oh esp by bennett i think. the good thing abt bullying her is, she wont retaliate. cos she think's tt 己所不欲，勿施于人。yup. dont understand go ask her cos she chinese pro. ohya. her compo is like all 50+ de, damn nice one la. OH. jus wan to say sorry to her, cos i always irritate her in class. XD and thanks for talking to me when im bored or encouraging me when im down. :D

Reg. 29 Bennett [boys brigade]

the best suaner in the world i guess. he goes arnd hitting ppl de. but he's quite nice as a friend. responsible too. jus tt sometimes he say things that he dun mean it. he put in quite alot of effort for our class too. trying to get ppl to do the boards and organising class outings. :D

Reg. 30 Yuxuan [chinese orchestra]

a very brave guy to me. the other time altho he fell and fractured his legs. everyone was so afraid tt we started crying. we sort of felt his pain and felt sad for him. but i rmb very clearly tt he was not crying, instead he was still smiling at us. a brave guy i can say. and ya. he's a damn joker guy too. XD all his jokes all damn stupid de. :D

Reg. 31 Lance [st johns]

a very mature guy unlike the others. he dun really play like the other guys. but he's good in his art, and works very hard in his studies. i think he seems like a guy tt aim for perfection. yep. but i not very sure. cos i dun really noe him well. but i can say he really noe alot of things. a very smart guy. 4th in class i think.

Reg. 32 Louis [boys brigade]

the child prodigy? dunno whether he still is now. haha. XD he's maths always damn pro for first semester de. but second semester he started having careless mistakes i think. LOL. oh and i still rmb the 'trust me' incident. XP he's always being teased at abt his skin colour. sad right. people either say he frm bangladesh or india. haha.

Reg. 33 Xianzhi [st johns]

dun really noe him well. but i guess he's quite a nice guy. whenever you tell him to volunteer or sth, he's willing to. yup. oh. and whenever mrs koh complains tt our class is too quiet, he always volunteer to give the ans. yup. :D

Reg. 34 Waimeng [chinese orchestra]

he's the first person i see so in love with skits writing. haha. his skits writing skills are damn cool altho some skits quite crappy. but nvm. at least they are entertaining to me. XD glad to noe him as a friend. he's always helping the others tt need help. :D

Reg. 35 Jeremy [scouts]

that damn tall guy frm hongkong in class. noe him since last year cos of pub. but i think he become more childish. i thot ppl grow more mature over the years but he's the opposite. maybe he hang out with ppl younger than him too long. anw, he study damn hell hard and has alot of tuition too. he's quite a stubborn boy in a way. you cant change his thinking when it's set. a smart guy too. 3rd in class.

Reg. 36 Kaixiang [ncc]

a very bhb , crappy and sick person. lol. but nvm he entertains me and sheen all the time. haha. he can change wad you say into a joke like almost immediately. yup. he's actually super hardworking if you didnt noe. and he is quite nice so dunno anything can ask him. oh. and he can crap. super damn lot. haha.

Reg. 37 Minxuan [table tennis]

our monitor. okay. i noe some ppl cant believe it. but i think minxuan is quite okay de. jus tt he can try not to say the wrong things at the wrong time and irritate ppl at the wrong time. lol. but other than tt he's a nice guy. he's willing to teach and help ppl. yup. and for the monitor part, he is trying to help michelle sometimes hopefully. :D know him since last year cos sports class. yup.

okay. tt's all. let me end of with a quote. :D

Art Buchwald: We seem to be going through a period of nostalgia, and everyone seems to think yesterday was better than today. I don't think it was, and I would advise you not to wait ten years before admitting today was great. If you're hung up on nostalgia, pretend today is yesterday and just go out and have one hell of a time.

2008-10-25T21:23:00.004+08:00

today wake up DAMN EARLY and i mean it. lol. den went to newton mrt station. pris reached even earlier. waited for danielle, gary and hailong. hailong was 15 min late. gary and danielle on time! XD lol. gary missed his stop at first den he took the train back again. damn funny. and he's reading this book called 'fatherhood'. he say he preparing to be father in future. LOL. haha. we ask him if aft he read the book he will go to njc find jiaying. haha. XD anw, tt's not my main point.

we went to rgs for a peer support sharing programme. reached there on time. at first thot it will be quite boring cos it's like 8-5.30, damn long la. but it turn out quite cool. i learnt damn lot of things. how i wish can bring the whole council here to listen. LOL. it's like there are more than15 sch there. and ppl there haf post in council or wadever boards. yup. we got discuss abt how each others council or board works. and we all agree that ahs one is one of the suckiest. LOL. i've been wanting to think of some changes for council. but aft today. i finally noe wad. i think it's time for council to change.. by then, we will slowly get back the support frm student body. yup. :D

"Shake off the 'why's and the 'what if's and rid yourself of confusion.Whatever was - is the past. Whatever is, that's what's important.The past is a brief reflection, and the future is yet to be realised."

2008-10-24T17:31:00.004+08:00

wah.. today start of holiday le. shiok right. now a bit holiday mood le. but still very busy. zzzzz.. like when im not. LOL.

anw, i haf chose my combination. i wan trip sci hist!!! i think wad sarah say is very right lor. just go for wad you want and dun be influence by others. lol. i think seriously jus go for your interest. yup. there's 3 quotes here.

"Decide carefully, exactly what you want in life, then work like mad to make sure you get it." Hector Crawford

"Choose always the way that seems the best, however rough it may be. Custom will soon render it easy and agreeable." Pythagoras

"Decide what you want, decide what you are willing to exchange for it. Establish your priorities and go to work." H.L. Hunt

i like the last one best. XD

ohya. ytd when i went back to class, everyone's gone. it's like omg. i didnt haf a chance to say goodbye man. hate myself for being so busy. there's like 8 ppl gg for ip but i only haf a chance to hug audrey goodbye. ): haix.. sad sad sad. i dunno is it bcos i too busy or i nvr treasure the things arnd me but this year jus zooooooom past me. i haf yet get to know alot of ppl. this year jus seem so fast. all will soon be the past, a part of history. omg. i jus wan to thank all toods for making toodo8 so memorable. THANK YOU! :D [im so looking forward to the CHALET, though im broke. LOL]

"i always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh, but i never know looking back on the laughs would make me cry." Cat Stevens

oh. and yea. we got back our overall results. im definitely not saying mine but i drop like damn lot placing. i dropped arnd 60 placings. which is horrible. altho i did better than sa1 but it's still horrible. nvm. work harder nxt year. im quite satified so long as i improve frm sa1. lol.

"Expectations is the root to all heartaches." William Shakesphere

im like mad leh. 5 quotes in a post. LOL. wadever, i dun care. XD

2008-10-19T22:44:00.002+08:00

hey ppl. tmr's O LEVELS le. :O haha.

ALL THE BEST TO ALL SEC4. JIAYOU. :D

yup. hopefully they will be in their best condition and do well. :)

tmr got class dinner. so cool la. first time dinner with class man. haha. i only go for pub dinner. XD it's to celebrate farewell for our fellow ip mates. there is 8 in my class. it's like WOAH. there is audrey, jiaying, melina, melissa, joey, clara, valerie and michelle. OMG. so many right. i will miss them ALOT. T.T haix. this year passed real fast. didnt really get to noe some of them well. haix. altho i dun wish tt they leave, but still wish them all the best. gonna tresure the last 3 days with them man. :(

treasure it now, or it may be gone forever.

2008-10-13T21:51:00.004+08:00

sian. i keep thinking abt alot of things. zzzzz. i was thinking tt last year has been such a wonderful year. i really feel like gg back to last year. it's like everything is jus right for me. i do well in my studies, pub's still there, i got into sch team for bmt. now is like CRAP.this year is quite screwed up for me i guess. haix.

grad day on fri but f&p haf not even start painting yet. tyby performance for sec4 and sch management board to see. but bmt still at 50%, we are suppose to present 70%. our footwork very long nvr practice, plus add more ppl in more difficult to coordinate, quite screwed up. den sec2 mus quickly settle farewell.the acting part not tt easy and i heard the dance need coordination. so JIAYOU PPL.

anw, here's a nice song. empty by click five. :D

Song lyrics | Empty lyrics

2008-10-11T16:12:00.002+08:00

sian. aft exams i dunno wad to do le. was thinking abt council. finally i can think abt council without worrying tt it will affect my studies. zzzzz. okay. now there is still the proposal for casual friday undone. it was supposed to be done before eoy. zzzzz. nvm. everyone was studying.

thinking back..
anyway, i was like looking at this board in front of my studying table, i saw the msg/cards/photos frm publicity. went to read them all again. frm the first one - initiation camp till the most recent one - investiture.

it's like when i step into council, i got into pub. i still rmb we played a game(i dunno wad it's called). den those who lose more than three times haf to do forfeit. ronald lost and he had to do pole dance. jeremy was the pole.

then the first project tt we helped was the racial harmony project. weyjian thot all the sec1 how to blend and stuff like tt. actually i dun like to paint. i jus like to do pubwork. cos is the fun we haf all tgt tt i like. aft tt sheena and i tried to draw the oranges on the mural board. sheena did most of the drawing. her art better. huimin and i did the painting of the ketupat too. the ketupat have 3 different shading, very difficult to blend. aft we finished, i saw our seniors was like repainting over it. cos we sort of destroyed their wonderful work. they haf to chiong last min to paint over our ugly paintings. altho they know our painting were damn ugly, but they still let us haf a chance to paint. and spend lots of time teaching us how to blend, esp me i think. cos my blending sucks.

we always come back during weekends or holidays and were the last few ppl to leave the sch. it's like there is usually nobody in the sch when we paint during those time. haha. we will chase each other with paint. painting on each other. i still rmb PUB MEASLES. everyone take a diff colour paint and dot on each other. altho it is dirty, but it's FUN. oh. and pub help me improve my art result. art was my best subject last year. XD

now pub is sort of disbanded. pub is part of functions. pub work so differently now. it's not as fun now. it's not as good at painting now. it's not the same now. the feeling is so different. i wonder why the tchers mus merge pub and function. altho we work at the same period of time(when there are big events), but our jobscope are so different. it's always very obvious tt pub is pub and functions is still functions. there will always be a gap between us.

I WANT PUBLICITY BACK. i dun care man. im gonna fight back for it. i mean wad's discipline doing la. ppl in discipline are not even discipline themselves. i would rather we get back to the 4 comms. den we haf appoint someone to be in-charge of discipline in tt comm. isnt tt alot better. we have been giving this suggestions ever since pub was 'disband'. you say you wanted try out the discipline comm. now tt discipline comm is sort of a failure, i think it's time i get back my comm. yup.

* the above is not trying to insult any comm or anybody.

2008-10-10T15:16:00.002+08:00

OMG. EXAMS FINALLY OVER. I REALLY FELT RELIEVED. ><

i nvr study so hard before. but the think is everyone studied harder than me. so i doubt i will do well. jus hope tt i can get in the combi i wan. hahaha. not gg to make a long post. mary calls me to watch fated to love you. i will go see wad's so sad tt make her keep crying. LOL. anw, to ALL SEC4s:

JIAYOU FOR O LEVELS. IT'S 9 DAYS AWAY! (I THINK) :O

2008-09-19T22:14:00.002+08:00

HEY PPL(: how's paper1? haha. jiayou for the upcoming eoy okay. aft tt den it will be FREEDOM. so looking forward to tt. :D haha. but i dun feel like studying. i only feel like sleeping. it's said to be one of my hobbies. sleeping turn my life upside down. i sleep too much (arnd 4hrs, i noe im piggy. XD) in the aftnoon, den haf to chiong study at night until 1am? arnd there. this cycle continues everyday and i got a headache. crap. im so dumb. haha. anyway, this is jus a random post cos i dun feel like studying. im slacking hahaha. LOL.

JIAYOU AND ALL THE BEST FOR EOY! :D

im in love with pub paint.
chalk & paint forever! :D

2008-09-13T11:35:00.003+08:00

i only haf the grp photos till now. so shall post them first. XD other pics are with marilyn. grp photos with hgs ppl: esther, karerou, tzelin, shermin, phelia, marilyn, sherilyn, samantha, me, ruei ern, claire and eunice. XD we were at burger king talking damn loudly but we nvr buy anything to eat. i think we disturb the ppl studying there. oops. >< tzelin, tashryn. marilyn, me, karerou, yiting, dionysia, shermin, claire, phelia, jiayi, esther, sherilyn, ruei ern, eunice. outside borders. we ask this very king auntie to help us take. she take damn long to press the button den our legs damn tired. haha. XD

anw, ytd's mid autumn festival was cool. 2D rocks lor. haha. have lots of fun tgt. thanks alot ppl. ;D

btw, eoy is COMING. ppl start mugging okay. jiayou. arnd one month to freedom. XP

2008-08-31T12:09:00.004+08:00

HEY PPL. okay so long nvr post le. nvm. shall post abt all the more impt or funny incidents.

20.08.2008
MY BIRTHDAY!! okay. nothing really special except for the cool date. received alot of presents and well wishes and hugs. thanks alot ppl.

THANKS TO..
yulin - for the card and all her other presents including the brownie :D
marilyn - for the electronic dictionary and card :D

cheryl - for a very meaningful present tt talks abt friendship. i dunno wad it is :D
junyang - for the tigger :D
yonghong - for a card and sth abt friendship too. dunno wad it's called either :D
jesslyn - for the sweets and card :D
sarah, danielle & kaixiang - for the big purple care bear and cards :D
olivia and ivy - for the 'tofu' :D
rachel lee - for the blue bear :D
jiaying - for the card :D
sheen - for the shuttles and a card :D
audrey kum - for the cute little pink care bear :D
avelene, vanessa and huihui - for the hug all tgt
claudia - for your bubbly hug
and all other ppl who sms, hug and said happy birthday to me! THANKS ALOT PPL!

29.08.2008
CELEBRATION OF TCHERS DAY!
quite cool. not bad better than last year. the poppers thing and the tchers walking in thing was cool. haha. the programmes done by the sec4 classes, 4c and 4f were very interesting. other than tt the games and the singing with the councillors was a bit bored. nobody bother to participate.

den went back to haig girls. saw a few tcher. not alot though. some nvr even see. but good thing the tchers still rmb me. hahaha. XD we reached in time to see the celebration tt they haf in the hall. i jus realised tt my pri sch de pupils can scream super well. we were like at least 30m away frm the sch but we can still hear the screaming. cool man.

aft tt went to parkway with all my batch ppl. we finally had a big gathering. there were me, marilyn, phelia, simret, sya sya, nadira, kare rou, eunice, ruei ean, sherilyn, jiayi, tashryn, yiting, dionysia, tzelin, claire, shermin, samantha. tt's alot of ppl lor. 6K'06 and 6P'06 the noisiest, most number of prefects, most enthu, smartest classes. hahaha. im so bhb. lol. pictures will be posted nxt time. i oso saw angela, vaishnavi, and some other our batch ppl. i think there are more of the sec2 batch ppl than the sec1 batch. our batch is so loyal to the sch man. hahaha. XD had a GREAT time. ;D

30.08.2008
THE CONCERT @ EXPLANADE + EDNA'S BIRTHDAY
it was the day where many unlucky things happen. a very memorable day indeed. haha.

first, when we(me,marilyn,claudia,jiaying,edna) met at city hall mrt, we decided to walk thru city link and go to raffles city i think. den walk halfway got one big crowd. we heck care and use our super squeezing skills to squeeze thru the crowd. until we were in the middle of the crowd, we were stuck. i was sweating like siao la. edna couldnt breathe or sth i think. cos of the crowd. we tried to get into the nearest shop but couldnt even move. den some ppl shouted to the whole craowd to move back cos it's jam all the way to raffles city. we were damn shocked when we heard tt. it's like omg, wth la. in the end the whole crowd move back and it was easier to move. we quickly went into a shop tt sells shoe(the nearest shop) and let edna rest. aft a while we were chase out of it. so we went out of the mrt station and walk to raffles city. it was not crowded or anything. we tried to walk arnd to look for cheap food. in the end the cheapest was cafe cartel which cost a bomb. lol.

aft tt when claudia and jiaying went toilet, i took claudia's comb to see wad will her reaction be since she always need to comb her hair (the evil me). we got out of cafe cartel and wanted to look for them in the toilet, but we didnt noe which toilet. mary called claudia and she said it was on the same level, near the fountain. which is contradicting cos the fountain is at the basement. lol. in the end we jus waited for them outside cafe cartel. audrey came and we all went toilet tgt. we found out tt the toilet wasnt near the fountain. lol. bubble is a bit dumb. haha. oh. and when claudia found out tt she lost her comb she almost wanted to kill ppl. she say her comb was her life. haha. lol. she got so many comb = so many lifes (like cat liddat). den when we walk to the esplanade, we saw danielle. went there tgt.

the concert was damn boring. there was no reception so obviously no one can sms or call. den we cant talk too. so its damn sian. some ppl were sleeping, others making some noise. jiaying and i almost sleep. audrey was playing psp. she bend down and started playing. lol. mary and claudia typed out the msg in the phone and show each other. in the end the angmoh woman behind her got irritated and scolded them. lol. the 2 ushers keep scolding our school ppl. at the first interval, the angmoh complained abt us. i heard she say sth liddat to the usher 'why are they here. are they required to come? is this a courage course or sth?' in the end the usher warned us tt if we made any noise again we will be thrown out. in the end obviously we nvr come back. we went to celebrate edna's birthday.

went to marina sq mcdonalds while danielle and audrey bought the birthday cake frm breadtalk. we all bought ice cream. the best thing was tt when it was our turn to buy, the machine ran out of cream, we got to wait for the to fill up. and aft they refill it they gave it to us straight away. it was watery and very little. the ice cream taste disgusting. so suay la.

aft that chiong back to esplanade and eat the birthday cake. we sat under a tree which has many spotlights. the brightest tree. lol. wad a wonderful birthday for edna.

aft eating we all went to claudia's car. her dad fetch us to the place we want. so nice. but there were too many of us in the car. i haf to sit on audrey's legs. so sorry audrey i know im heavy. her dad fetch me to the city hall mrt which i took mrt back to tanjoing pagar and got lost there. my dad found me in the end. very lucky leh. cos i ended up somewhere secluded. a place i was nvr there before. haha.

so tt's the end of my unlucky day. lol

2008-08-19T18:09:00.003+08:00

hey ppl. im NOT emo-ing. im jus deep in thoughts, dun feel like talking and a bit sad.

it's like im not sad cos you ppl wan to quit council. im jus sad for the fact tt our presidents fight so much for us, but we nvr give our support, only say 'I WAN TO QUIT'. they are like doing more things than you know and trust me they feel like quitting too. it's jus tt they are hanging on in council jus bcos of us. and if they put in so much effort, and we jus sit at a side grumbling, not even trying to help, isnt it a bit unfair. and worst of all, they are fighting so much for nothing, for a bunch of cowards, which is US!

everyone feel like quitting now. WHO DONT. i myself feel like quitting too. but i know if we quit, it jus shows tt we gave up on council. if councillors yourself dun wan to help council, den who will? dun tell me the teachers okay. many ppl may haf many reasons why they wan to quit. lost of passion, cant cope, stress, etc.

everyone is losing passion due to the changes. but why those changes, partly bcos of ourselves rite? we nvr even do anything. some are not even good role models. plus, do you see council being active? NO. actually we are doing many behind the scene stuffs for the sch. but there is no BREAKTHROUGH like wad mr chua said last time. we need to have breakthroughs to show the sch tt we are still active and not useless. tt's why yujun tell us to submit proposals for changes tt the student body wants during mrng meeting.

council is suppose to be a bridge between the school and student body. we are suppose to fight for the rights of the student body as we are students ourselves, we know wad the student wants. but apparently we cant even fight for ourselve. we cant even get the sch to trust us, how to fight. all these has to be done right frm the bottom all over again. getting the trust of the sch, fighting for the student body. step by step. this way, the sch and the student body wont hate us so much.

some of you say you all cant cope. apparently i oso cannot cope. i got cca arnd 5 days a week? at the start of the year i also cant cope. my results drop alot. but i still stay on in council. i try to manage my time well and slowly im able to cope le. it's only whether you wan to cope. seriously if you try, NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE. serene is the captain of her cca den she oso pres in council, she more stress, she more cant cope lor. so if she can do it, why cant we.

plus, we haf very little manpower le. cant expect more ppl to quit le. mus quitting be the ONLY way out? i dun think so. cant we solve the problems as a council? hope you ppl will think over it again.

all those above may be crap to you. but it make sense. and sorry i may sound a bit harsh.

2008-08-18T21:33:00.002+08:00

chong wei lost to lin dan, 21-12, 21-8.

lindan played damn well. i nvr see him play tt well before. as for chongwei. he was totally off form tt day. i guess it was too much stress on him. everyone thot he will win this year's olympics. haix. sad. he kena trashed. see him play liddat, i feel like killing him lor.

anw, today's intensive gym trng is as mad as ever. normally we only do 3 wrist rolls at most. you do one you can die already la. it's like 60cm long. you have to roll up, den roll back down. tt's one time. coach made us do 60 of it. 30 with the weight 1kg, another 30 with the weight 1.25kg. it's impossible to finish lor. i think i did the most. 17 times of the 1.25kg one. cos i didnt run the 10min run. cant run long dist. my leg injury still there. x.x anw, hand tired like crap. tmr confirm cant write. :( den we did others like 60 shoulder press, 80 sit ups (i did it at a go :D), 40 calf raise, 20 butterfly, 45 leg press, 40 elbow curl, 40 triceps pull?, 40 high pulley. den all mus put a few bars de. cant put one bar only. for some it's quite heavy.

altho we hate today's intensive trng, but i bet it will help us increase our strength. but tt oso means more muscles. :( crap. but i dun care. i only wan play well in bmt and get into sch team. XD

AMELIA JIAYOU! ;D

2008-08-17T12:31:00.004+08:00

tonight men's singles final: lin dan vs lee chong wei. channel 606, 8.48pm. XD

ALL THE BEST TO LEE CHONG WEI IN TONIGHT'S FINAL WITH LIN DAN. ;D LEE CHONG WEI JIAYOU!

his netting is very sharp, very pro.

his smash, altho not as powerful as lin dan's but is near the line. still as pro.

and he shall win! :D

2008-08-15T21:51:00.004+08:00

okay. finally all the tests over le. :) nxt week only got eng test i think. hope i can do well. at least dun fail. i very scared my eng fail. DX wadever. dun really care le.

some updates.

7aug- went to meet up with tzelin and claire, but also met yusfarhain, kare rou and evoynne(sorry. dunno how to spell). it's cool to meet up with old friends and talk abt the past. the things we do tgt last time, etc. they are all etched in my mind. hahaha. XD

8aug- on the whole ndp was succesful. sec2 discussion aft tt. we had fun tgt. :D

13aug- 2.4km run. aft running halfway, i look at my watch only 4min++. quite fast leh. den my ankle start to pain. the old injury was back. tried to continue running until i couldnt stand it. it was the first time i ever walk in a long run. feel damn sad. but very lucky still get A. aft running, the part tt was damn pain was red. it was very very very pain. ya. thanks for all tt showed concern. thanks alot. oh. and i didnt cry. it's jus a few drops of tears rolling down my eyes. it's not because i nvr run well. it's cos my leg damn pain. lol. but i was very sad tt i didnt do well. but it's over, so wadever.

14aug- had council meeting followed by sec2 discussion. had more fun den ever. oh. THANKS ALOT PPL FOR STAYING BACK TO DISCUSS. HAHA. I KNOW SOME PPL WAN TO GO HOME AND STUDY FOR CHI. IM VERY SORRY.

15aug- i finally played bmt. not bad still can run. jus tt sometimes will suddenly pain. dunno why oso. but nvm. aft trng went out wif amanda, celine, jesslyn, avelene, huihui, vanessa. it is to sort of celebrate jesslyn's and my birthday. lol.

HERE ARE SOME PICTURES OF THE MEET UP WITH A FEW PRI SCH FRENS. ;D

claire, tzelin, marilyn, me

claire, yusfarhain

6 PATIENCE'06: yusfarhain, claire, tzelin, karerou, me, marilyn. :)

2008-08-12T18:19:00.002+08:00

how i wish the time it turn back. back to a few days before. i promise i will treasure my time. and not waste it jus like that. im REGRETTING now. D:

it's time to STUDY, time to BUCK UP. CONCENTRATE!!! :(

2008-08-02T12:15:00.002+08:00

today woke up so early for the duty for 2.4km run. it's okay la. quite cool. but i see ppl run i oso feel like running. SORRY PRIS. YOU COULD HAF RAN IF IT WASNT BCOS OF ME. haha.

pris and i saw the guy tt thot we are sec3 the other time. haha. so coincident. lol. oh. and got a few sec3 guys walk pass us, point at us and say 'wah. new sec1 councillors sia.' pris was quite angry over it. haha. but wadeva. i dun really care.

erm. the sec2 council outing on 8 aug is still on. i think we gg to TM. yup. i haf some things to discuss wif you all. so it may not be tt fun. sorry ah. im not a good organiser. XD

2008-07-25T21:59:00.002+08:00

omg. i think i miss yuxuan now. the class is really quite dead today. cant believe it. kx and i were talking abt jokes den i suddenly thot of yuxuan. I MISS HIS JOKES. altho very leng but still miss them. i miss his wonderful joke, his playful-ness(throwing of paper ball arnd in class and taking adeline or mine racket to play bmt), and him being the maths rep. im back to being the maths rep AGAIN! sian.

YUXUAN COME BACK SOON. I DUN WAN BE MATHS REP LE. I BE HALF A YEAR LE. VERY SIAN. NOW'S YOUR TURN. COME BACK AND MAKE THE CLASS LAUGH AGAIN. TOOD REALLY MISS YOU ALOT. :D

tmr going to buy the presents for yuxuan. XD

2008-07-24T20:53:00.003+08:00

too many things happen in such a short time. a frightening and shocking day. i didnt noe a fall could be so serious. i fell so often since i was young. i nvr thot tt it was a big deal. but aft today, everything will change. i think i have phobia of running so fast now. im afraid tt i will fall. x.x yuxuan is damn brave la. is like we saw the bone protruding or sth. quite serious leh. den the only words he said was 'wakao' den he laughed. we all crying den he laughing.

TO YUXUAN: JIAYOU OKAY. GET WELL SOON. TOOD WILL ALWAYS BE BEHIND YOU. WE WILL MISS YOU AND YOUR WONDERFUL JOKES. WITHOUT ANY ONE OF US, TOOD IS IN INCOMPLETE. SO GET WELL SOON! :)

anw, the basketball match today was okay. cheer till zaosia as usual. only got me, pris, gary & marilyn zi high-ing. the rest dun scream until the 4th quarter de. lol. girls match we lost, 50+ or 40+ to 20+ going 30 i think. cant rmb. den guy's match was a marvellous match. we won. 107 to 40+ i think. haha. both against dunman sec. yup.

2008-07-23T21:12:00.002+08:00

AFTER LOSING so many things, i've finally learnt how to treasure them. but it's a bit too late. like wad marilyn's yanjiang was abt. 珍惜. why do ppl wait till they lose it den they will start to treasure it and regret why didnt they do more or help. no point regretting now. as wad is done cant be undone.

wad i can do now is to treasure wad i haf NOW. it is still with me now, but it may be gone at anytime. jus hope i did my best to help. i dun want to regret. i HATE regretting, but i always do. seriously altough this sounds stupid but i think we took alot of things for granted. i haf the feeling tt im gonna lose sth again. so i better treasure it now, before it is lost...

2008-07-18T21:08:00.002+08:00

today is a SUPER UPER BUSY DAY. but not bad quite fun la.

in the mrng came to sch in long sleeve and a-line skirt, everyone started asking 'today wad special occasion ah?' lol. i dun blame them la. cos they really dunno wad. XD the ans is TKGS INVESTITURE. yup. marilyn and i went for it. after chu and music lessons, we went to dabao chicken rice in sch den chiong to tkgs. i chiong down the hill la. in court shoes somemore. pain like siao. we went down the hill in 5min. ate our food while waiting for the bus. when we finally reached the stop called 'opp tkgs'. we alighted but i dun see tkgs. i only see petrol station. lol. tkgs is behind the station. lol. marilyn and i saw the back gate but cant find the front. in fact is so near la. jus we dunno only. we followed 2 guys frm other sch den found the way in. lol.

when we went in, this girl ask if we want to be seated or haf a tour round the sch. we wanted to see vaish, our pri sch fren. we told the girl to bring as to vaish. so happy to see her there. saw simret, joanne, siti too. their hall very small den no aircon de, all fans, damn hot la. their investiture not as cool compared to ours. their walk in no song de. i didnt even realised the walk in until they will half way thru. lol. den they sit on the chairs on stage. so good la. we stand throughout leh. but we look more seh. XD den there handover not touching de. only the head prefects exchange gifts. also no song. damn sian. den the head prefect forgot the pledge. she too nervous le ba. so glad that vaish is one of the only 2 sec2 in exco. haha. jus like me. XP their sch oso this year jus started to haf sec2 in exco. XD haig girls' de ppl is pro de lor. XD aft the investiture, we didnt even go for the refreshments altho we were damn hungry and thirsy and want to see our primary sch frens, we still went off and flag for a taxi.

we reached the sch jus in time for cip. PHEW! cip is quite screwed up. we were zi-highing lo. the elderly jus stare at us. we wanted to play charades but we thot it was impossible so we begin a mini concert. wif all our class ppl continuously singing (the same few songs). lol. we sang tong hua, xi shui chang liu, peng you and yi ren yi ban. at the end of the whole thing, we also sang the sch song. haha. XD we also had interaction time, we talked to the elderly. some elderly very pessimistic. you ask them 'wad do u all do here everyday?' their reply is 'waiting to die' . im damn shock to hear tt la. den they oso got complain abt their useless children tt abandon them. ya. during tea time, we gave them the muffins and biscuits we brought too. XD they were very happy abt it cos got extra food. haha. aft tt our mini concert continues wif more ppl singing louder. the emcee, yuxuan, was like telling me & vivian to solo la. wth. so ps. haha. XD

aft cip we did cheer outside the lions' home while waiting for the bus. i shout 3 cheers until zao sia. lol. we also settled the quite alot of stuffs for the wed racial harmony day thing. yay. HOPE 2D GETS THE MOST OUTSTANDING CLASS AWARD! :D JIAYOU~

2008-07-13T00:06:00.002+08:00

it's like 12am now. but im still doing research on the ming ren ming yan for my yanjiang. i dunno which one to choose. all seems good la. spend so much time on it. shall show the mingrenmingyan.

自责之外无胜人之术，自强之外无上人之术

坚强是反映意志对猛烈打击的抵抗力,顽强则是指意志对持续打击的抵抗力。
——克劳塞维茨【德】

最大的决心会产生最高的智慧。
——雨果

凡是天生刚毅的人必有自强不息的能力,也就是生存的本能,挣扎图存的本能。
——罗曼·罗兰【法】

志不强者智不达。
——墨子

真正之才智,是刚毅之志向。
——拿破仑【法】

有恒心,有毅力,方能成。
——周恩来【中】

伟大人物的最明显的标志,就是他坚强的意志,不管环境变换到何种地步,他的初衷与希望仍不会有丝毫的改变,并能终于克服障碍,达到期望的目的。
——爱迪生【美】

我们的身体就像一座园圃,意志是这园圃里的园丁……让它荒废不治也好,把它辛勤耕植也好,那权力都在于我们的意志。
——莎士比亚【英】

haha. all not bad la. shall choose another day. brain dead le. sleep too late for this week. i mus sleep at least 8hrs a day or i will fall sick. but this whole week i slept arnd 6hrs only lor. den i stepped in to air-con room i freeze like hell. so i noe im falling sick soon. damn it. haix. x.x nvm. i shall go sleep now. XD

2008-07-11T18:59:00.002+08:00

hey. here are some pub pics. will update more pics when i get them. XD

taken this year. PUBLICITY 07-08 :D

taken last year. oso PUBLICITY 07-08

taken this year. PUBLICITY 07-08. compare with the picture last year. any changes? haha.

PUBLICITY 06-08. ya. this include last year sec4 pub members. XD

taken last year. PUBLICITY SEC2'08 MEMBERS. :D

COMM HEADS AND PUBLICITY SEC2'08 MEMBERS. taken this year. compare with the one before too. XD
pub dinner @ changi aiport, swensens.

LOVE PUBLICITY FOREVER! :D
PUBLICITY RAWKS! XP

2008-07-11T18:47:00.003+08:00

investiture has passed. and now lots of ppl start to tease me.. lol. lots of ppl say they can hear me when i shout the pledge. they say i very loud. my junior sit last row can hear me clearly. im like WOW! my voice is SO LOUD. nvr knew tt. lol. and how they know my voice la. haha. some say it's very obvious. wadeva la. it's over le. mus get more of ppl's comment. so nxt year when all of us take over, it will be better! :D haha. any comments on the investiture, good and bad, can tell me. haha.

broke racket string today. like wth. i got no money to restring it. haix. i use karmei racket to play. cant get use to it. den lose alot. partly also cos i lose touch. 1 week nvr play le. reaction damn slow. haix. anw, lots of tests coming up soon. nxt common test is eng compre and summary writing. mrs koh gives us lots of practice on it. most of my ans for the ws all wrong la. damn sad. think im failing it as usual. haix. my ans always not specific enough. I DUN WAN TO FAIL! T.T haix. got to do more practice during the weekend(if i even haf the time). :(

2008-07-03T22:44:00.002+08:00

woah. FINALLY the book test is over. so many tests coming all of a sudden aft the hols. i jus hope tt i can spend more time on them to do better. i dun really know anything on geog until now. im still quite blur. those stuffs i noe all common sense de. lol. i HAVE to do BETTER this semester. i have to spend more time on my studies. i cant multi task well anw. haix.

investiture is coming up soon(9july). i wonder how it will turn up. this year's investiture look so last min. wonder if we can do a good job. hope we do well and look seh tt day. i jus hope the sec1 and 2 will concentrate more during rehearsals and not fool arnd or talk. i mean during the break of course can talk la. but rehearsal tt time den try to be serious. ya. :D mus treat it like the real one on tt day.

my cip oso coming soon(18july). it's on the same day as the investiture of tkgs(or is it tkss?). anw, marilyn and i will haf to chiong back in sch in time to go for cip. lol. i hope ms fadhzila wont leave without us. XD haha.

2008-06-29T21:01:00.002+08:00

woah. induction is finally over. i like did nothing except some saikang. haha. saikang warrior. lol. i oso fell down. damn pain lor. until now i bend my knee oso pain. sianz. anw, i hope the sec1 like it.

i seriously hope the sec1 will love functions and pub. it's gonna be very busy. but still tt's how we bond. yup. AND MOST IMPORTANTLY LOVE COUNCIL! ya. XD

one thing down. it's finally over. but investiture up next. omg. another super busy period. hope serene and yujun will be able to go thru this busy period. JIAYOU! ;D

2008-06-27T22:05:00.004+08:00

TAGGED BY HUIHUI :D
A) people who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B) Tag 10 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
erm.. break up wif him? lol.

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
to be in a stress-free world. ;D

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
no one's. lol. why kick ppl's butt.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
i dunno. nvr thot bout it before. nvr thot it will happen either. XD

5. What's your ideal lover like?
lol. dunno.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved by someone. u like the person the person oso may not like you. lol. so being loved still more blessed.

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
erm.. the time will come when it wants to. not thinking bout it yet.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
give up on him. lol.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
yes. doing things at my own pace, as slowly as i wan. i love to sleeeeeeep. XP

10. If there's a choice between friends and boyfriend, which will you choose?
it depends on which is the one tt came to ask me first and oso how impt each thing is lor.

11. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
woah. tt's far. 10 years sia. i dunno. im not someone tt think far. i dun think alot. haha. XD

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
my family, friends

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
she is a very kind and nice girl. very chio oso. haha. smart but humble. yup. :)

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
married but poor. money can be earned.

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake?
i will get out of my bed, down the 'ladder'. cos it's double decker bed, and im on top. lol

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
not sure.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
the one who like me more and the one tt is more honest. lol.

18. What type of people do you hate?
backstabbers, ppl who break their promises.

ppl to who are tagged by me
1) marilyn-chipmunk?
2) sarah-twin
3) danielle-bigbird
4) priscilla-gay3
5) jeremy or-gay2
6) kaixiang-didi
7) jiaying-the one gg ip
8) celeste-taekwondo
9) audrey-goldfish
10) claudia-bubble

i hate doing this kind of quiz. of all things ask abt relationships. walau.

2008-06-19T20:48:00.002+08:00

okay. sorry for not updating. but im quite busy these few days. x.x im TIRED. i will post the pictures for class bbq & aviva open another day. damn lot of pic. no time. XD investiture is like coming so soon. omg. haix.

i jus hope the whole council can work tgt for jus this once. :D

"very soon we will have NO authority at all, unless we're DETERMINED to make a POSITIVE stand in FULL council right from the beginning." the prodigal daughter by jeffrey archer

2008-06-07T22:58:00.003+08:00

jus came back frm bbq. will upload pics nxt time. im bored. this is a quiz i saw on tzelin's blog. haha. XD

100 QUESTION QUIZ!tagged by Jeng Teng
1. What's the connection between you and the last person that called you?
marilyn. my 6 years long best friend. haha. XD

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
i doubt so.

3. What happened at 10am today?
i was watching the tv show wif my sis.

4. When did you last cry?
i think is the pub disband tt time. i cried like hell.

5. What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
i dunno. bread maybe. very long never eat peanut butter le.

6. What do you want in your life right now?
a stress-free life. but it's not possible tho.

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put on your hood?
i wont carry it unless it rains heavily. it will always stay in my bag. haha.

8. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
my lovely bolster tt i hug to bed everyday.

9. What bottom are you wearing now?
brown permuda.

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
erm. i dunno. i dun really read them carefully. oops. haha.

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
lol. nope.

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
nope :D

13. wad was the last movie you caught?
step up 2 i think. wif my bmt frens.

14. What are you proud of?
dunno. i really dun think i haf anything to be proud of.

15. What does the oldest text msg in your inbox say?
erm. exco pass down line? i nvr delete tt one cos i scared i forgot who to pass down to.

16. What's was the last song you sang out loud?
erm. i think it was low. i sang it wif my bmt frens when we heard it at popular. haha

17. Do you have any nicknames?
erm. hamster? some ppl call me tt. er. tofu? bubble calls me tt.

18. What does your last received msg say? Who was it from?"
meet at mrt at 8.15 tmr? frm vanessa

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
arnd 12am. i couldnt really sleep.

20. Are you currently happy?
erm. im bored. ;D

21. Who gives you best advice?
my parents? my close frens? tchers? i dunno.

22.Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
no. i nvr did tt.

23. Who did you talk to on the phone last night?
marilyn i think. i always talk to her. XP

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
my undone homework and the tests i havent studied. D:

25. What/who was the last thing/person that made you laugh?
many ppl trying to snatch the unfrozen longans.

26. Do you wear toe socks?
nope. nvr had them so never wear them before.

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
sarah i think. i was renting bike den didnt hear it ring. XD

28. Have you ever had your heart broken?
dont think so.

29. What annoys you most in a person?
a person's attitude.

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
maybe. lol.

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
whats that? too cheem le. my eng is too lousy.

32. What is the colour of your room?
white. my whole hse is white. my parents love white. lol.

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billlion dollars?
no. i wont be so crazy to.

34. Do you believe in the saying "talk in cheap"?
nvr heard of that saying. dun even noe wad it mean.

35. Who was the last person to lay in your bed?
me? no one will ever climb onto my bed. it's like on top of the double decker bed la. so troublesome.

36. Who was the last person who hugged you?
i dunno which is the last. cant rmb.

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
i dun think i kiss anyone other than my parents b4. lol.

38. Do you have a life?
no. dun haf time to play so much. mus keep studying. haix.

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt?
erm, on tv? haha.

40. What's the reason behind your profile song?
i dun haf a profile song..whats that anw.

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dreams?
I dun rmb my dreams. haha. XP

42. Last time u smiled?

when i took a pic wif tete at the bbq? haha. cos im laughing away most of the time.

43. Have you changed this yr?

i think so. u can ask someone else to judge me. a third person's point of view is always better.

44. What are you listening to right now?

nothing.

45. Are you talking to someone while you're doing this?

nope

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?

-.- open lor. i dun wan to bang into any thing.

47. Is there a quote you live by?

dunno. dun think so.

48. Do you want someone you cant have?

lol. no.

49. Have you ever played an instrument?

ya. during the school's music lesson. haha. lol.

50. What was the worst idea you had in the week?

im not sure.

51. What were you doing last night at 11pm?

playing comp.

52. Are you happy with your love life now?

i dun even haf one. lol.

53. What song describes your love life?

i dun haf le den how to describe?

54. does the person know that you like him/her?

dunno.

55. Who always makes you laugh?

many lame ppl in my class and in bmt. haha XD

56. do you speak other language other than english?

chinese, hokkien?

57. are you blond?

nope.

58. What's your middle name?

goh?

59. What are you doing tomorrow?

bmt trng in sch. come back mus start to chiong hw le. XP

60. What do you think you are like?

dunno. EVIL maybe. haha. XD

61. Who will you choose to die with?

lol. myself. why drag ppl down?

62. Where have you been today?

terminal1 airport (to send relative off) & east coast park (class bbq)

63. What game do you play often?

no. i dun play games tt often.

64. Who are you missing rite now?

my primary school buddies.

65. If you have to choose between friends and love, which will you choose?

friends

66. What are you doing right now?

jus dis quiz lor.

67. Which primary school are you from?

HAIG GIRLS' PRIMARY SCHOOL :)

68. Name 3 colours that you like.

purple. blue. den i dunno le.

69. What emoticon do you like to show?

70. What is life to you?

life is a tiring, long journey?

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?

tell someone abt it.

72. Who did you last chat with in msn today?

edna.

73. Who do you admire the most?

serene for being the president of council, table-tennis captain and still can do well in result. and yujun for being vice president of council den still get top few in sch.

74. Which month are you born in?

august.

75. How are you feeling right now?

bored.

76. What is the time now?

2150

77. Where are you now?

at home.

78. What colour did you use to dye your hair?

i dun dye my hair.

79. Why are you doing this test?

for fun. cos im bored.

80. What do you do when you're moody?

listen to emo songs and crap wif marilyn.

81. At what age do you plan to get married?

erm. nvr thot abt it. who cares la. still so long.

82. Who is more important to you now?

family & friends.

83. Do you think you have enough confidence?

nope. i doubt so.

84. Who is the person you trust most?

my family and some close frens.

85. will you love your crush/bf forever?

i dunno. but crush wont last. at least i dun think so.

86. If you ever have a dream come true, what would it be?

to stop global warming? haha. XD

87. What is your goal for this yr?

MAINTAIN my results until somewhere arnd last year. and improve SUPER LOT in badminton.

88. Do you believe in eternity love?

dunno.

89. What feeling do you love most?

being my happy self.

90. do you really think its global warming now?

ya. so many reports on it now. and is like so many disasters happening.

91. What feeling to you hate the most?

being backstabbed.

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?

yup.

93. Do you believe in god?

ya.

94. Who cares for you the most?

my parents? frens maybe?

95. What do you think is the most important thing in life?

the trust wif my family and frens i guess

96. What'll you bring to a fight?

normally i will try my best to control. i punch the wall if i cant stand it. yup.

97. What have you regretted in your whole life?

i regretted wasting lots of PRECIOUS TIME on crappy stuffs.

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?

damn sad and unwanted.

99. What if your stead two-timed you?

break up lor.

100! love with a gurantee of heartbreak, or nvr to be loved at all?

erm. i dunno. really dunno.

10 people to do the quiz.

okay. sabo-ing time. erm actually i dun really noe. so i shall be kind. anyone tt is super sian like me. haha. :D

2008-06-07T22:40:00.003+08:00

btw, here are the pics for the outing to airport.

at swenson's :)

me, vanessa, avelene
audrey, xiaohui, jesslynave's wonderful creation with everyone's leftover on my plate. lol. XD

2008-06-07T22:18:00.002+08:00

hey. guess wad. i DUN HAF muscle ache le. hahaha. XD im so happy. tt's cos no trng on fri. i shld i say cos im excused frm it. exco meeting was jus nice 3hrs - as long as my trng. aft trng play a while, a VERY SHORT while wif janice. den went to tampines to eat wif ave, jesslyn & amanda. saw alot of ppl at tm. i saw the twins-melina&melissa, joey, levia. i saw mr chua at sch, he was at the church camp.

exco meeting talk abt alot of things. the investiture will be very DIFFERENT this year. at least i think so. so keep a lookout. :) and i haf to take down the minutes during the meeting. tt's the secretary job, but both secretary not here. so haf to 'take over' them. my eng really very lousy. den when taking down minutes. some things i dunno how to write down den keep asking serene. haha. THANKS ALOT SERENE. XD so conclusion, to be a secretary u nid to haf good eng, tt is DEFINITELY NOT me. haha. whenever i dunno anything i will go ask yujun. i think i irritate her super lot. haha. THANKS ALOT YUJUN TOO. ;D yujun and i think tt we shld haf a council tuition. since our council tchers teach eng, chi, maths, sci - 4 main subjects. haha. XD but i think the tchers will die tt way. they will be too busy la. haha. XD

tmr is class bbq. i hope it wont rain. tho i noe it definitely will according to the weather forecast. i wonder how we bbq if it rain. haha. we will jus sit under shelter and bond. a very good way to bond indeed. haha. XD

let's hope everything get back to normal. like the past. the ever so wonderful past. but those are jus memories now. we haf to work towards the future.

2008-06-02T22:28:00.003+08:00

today was a tiring day. starting of trng did some 专项步伐. den we play the 3 person thing. this time the one person stand half court defend, the other two attack. the half court de easier to win. cos the doubles still nid to coordinate. yup. so everyone lost as usual. we did the punishment which is tiring. i dunno wad it is called. but it train leg muscle de. den i played doubles. i made many dumb mistakes but still win. haha. XD at the end of trng we did 'duck walk'. and half squat jump(as tiring as frog jump). and 跨步 too. all train leg musles de. no wonder my thigh muscle cant recover la. pain like hell. cant squat le.

aft trng, ave, van, shunyi went back to thier class to take some books back while i went to take yulin's chem textbook. lol. den we went changi airport for lunch. we went to T2. we wanted to eat at swensen's but the student special only start at 2.30pm so we went food court/canteen to eat. we took a damn long time to find the canteen. we walk the whole T2 la. by the time we found it we were so hungry tt we dashed towards the canteen. haha. aft eating we played for a while den went to swensen's to eat. the sundae so big. when we finished we were all damn full la. haha. XD

when i reach home i jus went to sleep. too tired le. haf been sleeping alot this few days. haix. lost the precious time to do hw. lol. and tmr's class outing is cancelled. it's always unsuccessful lor. haix. 2D MUST BE MORE BONDED! ;D

2008-05-30T21:28:00.000+08:00

long time no post. feel very sian. dun even feel like posting le. haix. 1week of hols haf past. tt's so fast. im only left wif 2 weeks to do ALL my hw. haix. time is SO precious now. and trng is killing me. it takes up alot of my time. and when im tired, i dun wan to do my hw. haix.

anw, i did not play well for today's trng. i was damn tired for the first part. my head damn pain. oso dunno wad happen. cant hit gao qiu & others. play damn badly. den we played this one against two game. the singles person mus run FULL court while the doubles jus haf to stand at the back. the singles cant smash only keep hitting to the back OBVIOUSLY will lose rite. all haf to take turns to play singles. so ALL singles LOST. loser haf to do FROG JUMP. so all of us started jumping. damn tiring. jump until my leg muscle start to hurt even more. haix. at the end of the trng we oso did backward crawling, forward crawling, and jiaolian wanted us to do side way crawling. but we were too tired to. haha. the backward crawling is super weird. forward crawling oso. we look like some weird animals crawling in a very ugly position. some say look like babies crawling but babies crawl with their knees. so it's different. we tried sideway crawling. look like gorilla. haha. damn funny. we keep laughing at each other. haha.

shall go rub some ointment on my muscle aches le. yup. bye.

2008-05-26T21:23:00.000+08:00

hey. today is quite crappy. sec1 interview was BORING. got some ppl u see the way they ans den u noe very AP le. obviously wont get in. den some ppl their ans so cruel. say they will break their friendship. so bad. i call ppl tuck in shirt oso wont break our friendship one. lol.

anw, today's trng was alright i guess. jus tt the duo qiu part damn tiring. run NON- STOP. wan to die man. den got one is run full court 10 shuttles. if you nvr take more than 3, u haf to pump 20 guy pumping. lol. i very lucky nvr kena punished. XD

so tt's all for today i guess. I BETTER START HW TMR or i haf NO TIME. XD

2008-05-22T21:55:00.000+08:00

today ptc was damn tiring. spent so many hours walking arnd. den still kena complain. like council's prob liddat. anw, i dun wan tok abt it le. IM TIRED!

tmr go PHYSICAL & RUNNING. omg. den l8r still got ti yu biao yan trng. confirm no strength la. haix.

anw, i think i better sleep early to be more awake for tmr. haha XD

2008-05-21T20:37:00.000+08:00

today is a busy day? as in aft sch den busy la. cos i nid to find mr tong for briefing for tmr's ptc and mr tan for the tickets. yup. I GOT THE TICKETS TO THE AVIVA OPEN! XD i haf always wanted to watch. haha. but tt leaves me wif lesser days free. nvm. tmr will b even more busy. sec1 ptc. heard tt there will b arnd 300+ parents coming. it's like WOW! haha. XD i doing ushering in the concourse. ALL COUNCILLORS RMB NOT TO TAKE OFF YOUR TIE (WHETHER YOU ARE ON DUTY OR NOT) FOR THURS(22/5) AND FRI(23/5). yup.

another thing to councillors(canteen duty): PLS FIND SOMEONE TO SUB YOU WHEN YOU BUY YOUR FOOD. TRY TO GET THERE AS EARLY AS POSSIBLE. ATTENDANCE WILL BE TAKEN. YOU BETTER COME. XD

today's trng is tiring. okay. maybe not so. but for us due to lack of trng (during exam period), we felt very tired. haha. XP isabel, pandora & brenda came back too. ;D haha. we did 50 push ups. isabel did it wif us and her face was a little red. haha. very long nvr train le wad. haha.

btw, CLASS OUTING IS CONFIRMED ON 8 JUNE. dun forget to bring $10 for tmr. yup. ;D

anw, i got to prepare tmr's ptc queue number and some hw? cant believe we haf hw like now? lol. it's not holiday de. mus pass up tmr de. haha. okay. i go do le. bb. XD

2008-05-20T20:57:00.000+08:00

HEY(:

haha. today quite crappy. did nothing. and the class skit actually very good de. but cos nvr rehearse in the hall b4. got some ppl very luan. den the mic and everything oso not sure. so quite screwed up. but i think we still did well? lol.

oh. today's meeting is normal. it jus let councillors noe their role better and noe how busy we are now. cos now's the busy period. yup. many things coming up soon.

and for some reasons i being called tofu? wth. TO CLAUDIA THE FOREVER BUBBLE: IM NOT TOFU OKAY. STOP PINCHING MY CHEEKS. GO PINCH SARAH DE. SHE MORE CUTE. HAHA. XD

2008-05-19T22:05:00.000+08:00

today's rehearsal was okay. but most ppl were VERY distracted. yup. anw, we did some practice and got things on the right track. i SERIOUSLY think tt our class nid more class outing to bond us tgt. our class outing like always FAIL. somehow, our class is broke up into cliques. they are all nice ppl. jus tt we dun bond AS A CLASS.

TOOD GET GLUE'D!!!

anw, i wan to go out. I WAN CAMPS! I WAN CLASS CHALETS!!!

jus give me a break will you?